i will shine like stars above =)

2009-05-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy is the word to describe!
kamy must learn how to manage my time!stop procrasinating!

Has been rather burden about something..
but i think not appropriate to mention here..
anyway,ill be having a check up on my sinus problem this friday
Hope it turn out well for me.
cos i describe my symtoms to the doc, he says it may be chronic sinus!
Arghh,why m i plagued with sickness this year,first is ankle,now is sinus!
Shall pray & pray & pray
There after that will be heading off for church wide bible study by Pastor Kong!!
YAY!!
Emerge Weekend!stay tune to watch gwen fly & the powerful mag by Pastor Kong & meeting up SHermin tham this sun!
Double yayness!Im so loving it!

This thing has been bothering me,you are God send gift from heaven.
Your prescence can make my smile be as wide & cheerful as i can.
but i m not that kind that will make the first move unless im veru sure tt boy feels the same way as me.
I rather keep it in my heart & admire u in a comfortable way that i can.
I will pray for you everyday to ask God to bless you in your area of talent & to speak to u=D
*shy*gees

Recorded @ Wednesday(27052009)(240p.m)

2009-05-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

Its sunday & soon to be monday!
The happy & fast weekend just flew past like this...=(
Looking forward to serving for this coming sat!

Mike Connel deliverance service..
Big & Massive deliverance=D

& CGM is going to start soon!
Timothy, Estelle & Jason are practising guitar=D

You make me smile during my stormy days=D
You are God send gift from heaven!=D

Recorded @ Sunday; 170509(1207p.m)

2009-05-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

It has been such a loooooooooooong time since i post.
meetings after meetings, deadlines after deadlines....
MAY, JUNE & JULY gona be a crazy month!!!

Events after events..
but but but..
usher is a joy to me!
LOVE G1s4 to the max!!=D
Fun & Loving people=D
No matter how tired i am i will avail myself for ushering..
That is what it makes me look forward to every weekend
& of course not forgetting W497=D
the people in there
we have a dream & goal
dont give up no matter what kay!

& GWEN(if u happen to read this post)
A cheerleader that im always proud of!
The burning passion of reaching your goal to excel even higher!=D
You are W497 Limelight for every performances
Cameras will definitely be clicking
Love you loads & take care=D

HAHA...Of course,work is fun too..
The kiddos just melt my heart=D
Picture speak a thousand word!Enjoy=D

Your msg make my day=D melts

Recorded @ Wednesday;130509(1033p.m)

2009-05-06T23:44:00.000-07:00

yippie,yippie,ya,ya,
hohohohoho

I need to guard my heart for greater things plan!
Kamy you can do it!

Loves,loves,loves
Crazy symtoms!

Okay,this post abit redunctant....bye!my kiddos waking up already..
time to work & work & work, later meeting vincent & timothy for prata @ tiong @930p.m=D,yayness...need to unwind abit after work!=D

& tmr workshop @ Serangoon!!!9a.m to 6p.m!OMG!Yours truly will try to stay awake for the workshop! & thereafter fuitella party cum cgm @ evelyn place!!WEEEEE
Okay,really gtg,sayonara!=D=D

2009-04-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

kamy is suppose to work @ this moment but cant wait for work to end. will be going for a swim with cuzzie & aunty later @ cuzzie condo,thereafter head to sauna. yayness! This is relaxation to me...plus a spa massage would be heaven!hahha
Im contemplating...procrasinating..hahha..

This weekend would be much of easter drama & ushering & grandad bd dinner!=D
Packed but awesome weekend..
Cant wait for easter drama, e final solution, anticipating the surprise..heee
fall head over heels with usher again..with a great team leader..
usher has been my love but somehow it remain stagnant cos of the frequent change in leader & someother stuff.. Found back my love & fun in ushering..will be taking zone bravo this week..cant imagine the craziness & crowd but it is all in God's hand. He is in control yeah?Amen!

Prayer meet with pastor kong is definitely awesome!The prescence was way beyond words & he's the leader & man of God whos always charming & inspiring..
He talks about soul retaining & aftermath of easter drama.
Life is pretty much awesome, busy & fun,
revolve around work,cg ministry, usher & school soon=D
Pastor kong says be wise with your choice of words!

Oh ya, Ive yet to head down to harbour front to take my battery charger for my camera,my cotton pink cannon camera that i adore & love!
Okay, times up..

Adios & sayonara
Recorded @ Thursday090409; 251p.m

2009-03-24T02:12:00.000-07:00

cheerios,
must be wondering why do i have time to blog rite?!
cos kamy keep ranting time is not enuff..lol
cos im now in TCC!LOL..having my food theraphy..hahha
im out for workshop today!yay cos it ends early,suppose to end @ 5 but it ends @ 3plus..whowheeeeeeeeeeee...

butbutbut...
im meeting my ex usher team @ 7 so slack TCC first to do my evaluation which due date is tmr..& im procrasinating!!
I love ushering @ Expo..
I jsut pray & hope tt they post me vincent team,hahha...
I need a camera...canon ixus?any kind souls?lol......
I will greatly appreciate it!!!!

Okay luh,off to do my evaluation already!
Adios..sayonara..lalalla

Recorded @ Tuesday(240309); 5.19p.m=D

Kamy is gay today!=D

2009-03-22T08:11:00.000-07:00

Another week has ended & yet i felt so lost
never have i felt so lost & scared.
fear overwhelemed me till i cant concentrate on ushering & my mind went blank.
not knowing what to do during usher, asking stupid & funny qns..
lucky i have supportive areana IC. Im thankful that i manage to scrape through ushering.
but broke down after cg debrief,gastric acted up & i broke down & cry really bad & i told estelle what happen & she prayed for me...
never have i felt so lost & scared..I know I have to trust GOD, I know I have to pray & I knwo i ahve to confess & believe but emotion just got the better of me...
& it bottled up in my feelings for 1 week,didnt want to tell my parents,esp my mum,she will nag & add on to my stress...
at home,i much wanted to cry but i cant cos my parents are at hm. I guess i have to cry in bed cry in my sleep..
The song Above all Else made me cry again...

Here I am typping this entry,& this guy came to talk to me about his problems..feel like ignoring him cos im down..but still talk to him in e end..& feel like crap talking to him..feel much like crying...arghhhhh..
I tell myself everything will be alright..hopefully after Tuesday..
As of now,talk to me at your own risk..

Recorded @ Sunday(220309); 1144p.m

2009-03-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

Before the week end,let me conclude!It has been an awesome week cos kamy is out for workshop & i get to end work earlier!yay! finally when i reach hm im able to see day light..muahha..too long nv had lesson already,the last i had was 2 years ago...muahhaha..It was fun & relaxing but the content was er........I just take it as refreshal course & a break for me cos i really need one!
During e course, i manage to contact one of my ex collegue!Yayness..i miss her like crazy can cos we went through thick n thin...lol..im happy that shes doing well!Must meet her out one day for lunch!

This few week sermon at service & cgm has been inspiring,talking abt evangelism & unity, moving towards one accord. This does not apply to the church but also in any kind of situation when every group, organisation moving towards one accord,having the same vision, everything can be accomplish,which is very true...& recently i have time to read the book bought by kelvin & ben last year during my 21st bd!Thank you for that book, Ive really learn alot from it & do some reflection..

I want to learn guitar,
I want my connect group to grow,
I want to slim down,
I want to be able to close a deal,
I want financial blessing from work,bonus
I want W497 to grow & be able to share testimony on stage during ASIA CONFERENCE 2010...
I pray & hope that im able to take leave for this friday..shh & cross finger
im very amazed by how financial blessing can come so unexpectedly & amazingly..
It is really truly trusting God in your finances & he will bless you exceedingly & abindantly or even ways like you nv think of
Like how HE bless evelyn,
evelyn found a lost phone on the mrt
the person called & wanted the phone back & she sound urgent cos i think tt person work in media corp,all the contacts are so important to her
tt lady send a guy down to collect the phone from evelyn, wanting to invite evelyn for a meal but eve rejected cos shes hving lesson & morever she dont knwo the guy at all & she feel awkward..so the guy gave her an ang bao!!!!
Thinking that the angbao will not have much money but to her amaze, it was a fifty dollar note!!!!wow!!!
look at how God works in an amazing way!evelyn can decide to keep the phone but by integrity, she return the phone & in the end she reap even more!!

I truly believe this doesnt only happen to eve but can happen to everyone..
This coming week will be a good one too!!
Last day of workshop tmr & I will be off to work from tuesday onwards!

Recorded @ 150309;Sunday(928p.m)

2009-03-07T09:51:00.001-08:00

Hey yo everybody!
The hetic mnth of feb is finally over
Here comes march!

March is an excting mnth too cos Easter Drama is coming!
Love, Love, Love...hehhe
The whole series of marraige sermon was meaningful & effective, not forgetting fun & exciting too with the excellence illustration from the drama team ppl..
really laugh my stomach out!

Did i mention that i want to go on mission trip to taiwan!
Im not being selective but I have the desire to go there, to impact the youth over there..
Rawr!One of my goal this year is to go on mission trip!I will make it come to pass with God's strength!

My next goal is to take driving liscence & to go overseas this year!
I will be taking Bachelor in Early Childhood soon, so i hope i'll be able to shine in my studies too!

AND i will post up the rest of my japan photos on facebook cos blogger is too much of a hassle to upload photos & it always hang!Tune in to my facebook

Recently there has been some ups & downs
Ups, celebrated gwen's 19th birthday! I pray that she will be able to fulfill her goal for this year!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! Hope you like everthing that was being 'plan'.LOL
Selena finally fulfilled her wish & was blissfully married to her husband on 1st of March! Felt truly happy for her as she really waited for very long for this day & finally a happy endng to her long distance relationship!

Down, cos selena has already flew off to Qartar with her Husband on 4th of March
I manage to send her off..& I cried bucket of tears & was lost for words when i hug her to say good bye..I know she will be back soon but
just cant help it. She has been a great friend in my life!
Our days started at LSH, where i get to know her & I nv regret knowing her.
We have so many things in common, talk & gossip anything under the sun & dinner-ing & chilling out. She is always humourous & full of laughter, a great listener & advicer. Selena Alkaff, I really love you alot & miss you alot..Come back soon kay!wif good news!2 bacome 3!LOL

Lastly not to mention that some singaporeans were just so inconsiderate & impolite!!!
were having dessert at Ben's & Jerry at Cathay.
There were 8 of us cramming at a small table & the place was packed!
Awhile later, the group went off, thinking that they are going off already but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They shifted to another clean table on the other side!
They make a hell mess at the previous table, tissue paper everywhere on the table & on the floor, sweet drinks spilled on the table & causing a puddle of water on the floor too. You should witness the table, cups & straw lying at diff directions..It looks so unhygenic & freaking dirty!!
Just becos they saw another clean table, they shifted immed without even asking the waiter/waiteress to clean it!!!
Soorry people to hear my rant but hu ask kamy to work in customer ser line & childcare line where hygenic & excellence service is important!

OKAY! enough of ranting!
Good night everyone!

Recorded @ 080309; 2.23am(Sunday)

2009-02-08T04:07:00.000-08:00

After Feasting on pictures,the words will fill up the post!=)

The first week of FEB!
Looking at the schedule for the whole mnth of feb!
Its madness & craziness!

I have 3 friends whose birthday are in FEB, one after another.
Valentines Day is coming!
My dearest selina is getting married on 1st of March! & shes flying off to Qartar after her wedding...
Im gonna miss you so much babe!Having you as a friend is one of the greatest & happiest things in my life, making my stay at LSH a happy & colourful one.
She crazy,hilarious,humourous,a good listener,a good friend.
Im really happy for you that you had already found the love of your life,will keep you in my prayer that your marriage will be a blissful & happy one.
We are gona meet on the 22nd of Feb again, this time together with her husband to be...
cherish all the meet up!& stay in contact yeah!=)
I will be real busy with work cos hv curriculum orientation & the documentation will start..& it means more late staying up.Roar!

Nevertheless, life has been good so far! busy for a good & meaningful purpose!

This week Pastor Kong message about love for marriage couples was hilarious with his preaching & thoes dramtization by thoes drama team people.
It was a meaningful message which will be put to good use in the near future for a blissful & happy marriage.
Estelle was joking that this was an NC16 message & our poor jovy & kaiting who was only 13&14 had to hear thoes hot stuff.
Kelvin did his sabo & officially proclaim ORD!
Congrats, you are finally in the world!
Went to Bedok & eat. & something make me dishearten that people can change so fast in just a few mnths time.shant mention any further cos its rather sensitive.
On a happier note!Kelly came for service! God answered my prayer! yay!

I need to get back to my lesson plan,Adios!

Recorded on 080209;830p.m(Sunday)

2009-01-29T22:00:00.000-08:00

As promise, pictures of hokkaido. There were just too many pictures,so i'll just slowly put up at different post.

I know my blog is dead & I'm gona revive it...lol
2009 has already started..
My life at NTU as a childcare teacher as already started..
CNY gona be over soon..
As i grow older, i cherish gathering & meet up with my various love ones cos' you do not know what will happen to them the very next day..
CNY as usual, went to bai nian, gathering, chit chat, collect ang bao, went out with cousin to vivo.
As usual,we pig out at Marche & ben & jerry after that.We talk & update each other about our lives..Couz I think we will only meet after a few mnths cos you will be preparing olevels!All the best,I will keep you in my orayers everyday!
Though economy are bad,but Im glad my angbao will exceed last year which is my max!
GOD is great!

CNY Tuesday meet up with my usual cny kahkis plus a few addition-kel,ben,me,jason,Zhuang Mian,delicia,calvin
Initial plan was to watch love matter but all the movie tickets sold out!left only first 2 rows. As we do not want to strain our neck, all of them opt for chill out!
We head to Cathay building & settle on Ben & Jerry's cloud nine!
We talk about everything under the moon..lol
KEL, EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!
Just do your best & leave everything to GOD,yeah?=)

I only worked for one day this week cos caught a terrible sore eyes & was on MC for 2days..haha..Im fully recovered now!Amen!
Really got to take care of myself cos ive got more visitation on sat & sun! Which means more cny goodies & food!

Before CNY,lots of stuff happen....the good ones & bad ones..
I work as a full time childcare teacher cos plan to take Bachelor in Early Childhood end of the year thus this decision was made!
My property work will be as part time & i already set goals!
I wish to strike out every goal i set on my goal list.
Kamy will do it!
The bad ones.....As of today,Ive already erase it away & nv let it affect me anymore cos I know God has a great future for me!

Many upcoming event!Kel ORD, Jason 21st bd & Spark bd!
Busy busy busy but with happiness!
okay! got to go already!will be back with more updates!

Recorded @ 300109;Fri(243p.m)

2009-01-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

A sneak preview Of Hokkaido!snow!=)
Hey Yo,
I know I know,I promise to post my hokkaido pictures as written in my previous post but but there just too many photos to orgnaize..Be patience yeah!Will post it up soon=)

Yeaps yeaps,2009 is here!
Well spend my 2009 with part of my beloved W497:Estelle,Jason,Ben,Jason's bro,Rouping,Calvin,Zhuang Mian,Myself,Spark
It was an awesome night with lots of card game,watching of fire works(pretty),movie,arcade,pasta mania & sitting on the bridge near kallang stadium chit chatting till the day break.We went to Aljunied to have breakfast & Home Sweet Home
Everyone was tired la after one day of not sleeping..
I slept 10 over hours..LOL

2009 is here & I have goals to achieve but somehow lost in the wilderness.
Upon reading what kelvin wrote about letting go,it bring me back to certain stuff
We are the child of God.
God has a great future for us.
We may be struggling now,meeting end meets but this are not final.
He want the best for us but we are human after all.
Always remember that we are in the world but not of the world.
You may be thinking why isnt me the one who get this & that.
Our pace of life maybe too fast; slow down & do some evaluation on your life.
What is hindering & bothering you to have a great future awaiting for u to embark on.
Your past success?Your hurts & disappointment?Your relationship which is never meant to be yours?A wrong relationship?
Learn how to let go!it eaiser to said then to be done but you got to make a point to start.It will not be a bed of roses but God promise to lead us out of this struggles, darkness that you may see light!Perservernce & faith are what he want to see.
The future that he has for you will never be shelve off but is still waiting for you to embark!
I will let go!& I will do it!

Upcomign event!
Chinese New Year(dont really look forward to)
Agnes, Christine & Zhuang Mian Chalet(to celebrate their birthday!)
OMG,Janyary so many birthday babies..muahhaha..The birthday co-ordinator will be busy busy busy...

Adios everyone!

Recorded @ 010109,Thursday;1105p.m

2008-12-25T18:38:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody!
I know it has been such a long long wait ever since im back from japan trip & now xmas is already over!
Okay,photo will be up soon for japan.
Let me blog about Christmas!

Christmas EVE,
Morning I was at church doing external traffic & the crowd was overwhelming & end up I have to turn away alot of ppl
Some of them are new friends which was pretty sad but no choice yeah?!
cos B4 simply has no more seats to occupy & so does the overflow room at Level 4
After that,went to Grandma place at Bukit Timah for mini-Christmas Gathering BBQ.
Thereafter,Uncle Alvin fetch me to Ang Mo Kio to meet my friend,Nick.
We headed to his friend place for awhile then proceed to amk hub to watch movie.
The movie casted by Donnie Yen-Ip Man
The show was hilarious & meaningful.It was indeed a fruitful night
It ended with a pleasant surprise when he handed over the christmas present to me
It was a metal cylinder tied with a ribbon & in it was a pink rose with sweet william flowers!
I was overjoyed & touched!Okay,i mean i received bouquet of flower before but this is the first time i received it in such a special way..=)
Thanks for sending me home & the movie treat!
Both of us are busy so meet up soon yeah?

Chirstmas
It was spend with my beloved W497..hehhee
Just simply love this bunch of friends.
Who will always be there when we need each other!
Life has not been good so far but thanks for your words of encouragement!
We had breakfast at Jurong Point,
watched christmas drama
head to opposite coffee shop for dinner!
Jason, me & Ben did something out of the norm for this christmas
Well Christmas is a season of love.
We want everyone to feel loved even from different races.
We held sweet in our hand & went to give out to the indian foreign workers who were around the Mrt Station.=)
It was indeed a brand new expereince & sowing a seed in their heart.
Sowing has nv been easy but who noes?The fruit it bear will be sweet & lasting.
Went Jp with them to walk for awhile then.........
Home Sweet Home.

Thanksgiving is up next!
2008 is ending soon & lets welcome 2009!
I begin to wonder did i make the right choice or was it an impulse decision i made.
What lies ahead of me is just a mist cos i cannot see any light.
Lead me out of this mist & may i see light at the end of it.
I dislike the feeling of having no $$ on hand & have to be dependent on others for spending.
I will not admit defeat!

TO be continued!

Recorded @ Friday 26122008;1108a.m

2008-11-07T09:16:00.000-08:00

kamy is back back back here...

M back with gwen love from chit chatting, bus rides & soup spoon..
Nice catching up..love & enjoy all this meet up to get away from work..=)
Anyway,know your heart desire & wil pray for you!

Anyway,plans for tomorrow will be work,taking passport photo, & maybe heading to couzzie house for swim & gym..Time to be healthy!LOL

Japan is booked & fixed on the 11dec till 17dec,flying off in the morning!
Looking forward to that..
Looking forward to BD party..
Looking forward to W497 cell group meeting
Looking forward to NAC course
Looking forward to clinch my first deal as a Real Estate Agent
Looking forward to experience breakthru during Arise & Build..
Looking forward to be financially bless!
Looking forward to lots n lots of stuff..mauhahahah

YAY,Kamy is happy & contented for e tiem being..=)

Recorded @ Saturday(081108);128AM

2008-11-02T20:57:00.000-08:00

So many things happen this week...
Last cgm with W260
Last service with W260
N it bring forth W497..
I believe that God put me in this Cell group for a purpose..
Looking forward to W97 CGM..
At the same time, gona miss many many ppl at W260!!
No amount of words can describe my feelings & no amount of words can be pen down as thoughts!

Building Fund has started, amount is huge but felt the peace in me....
Asia Conference is coming soon!m excited..Plan to take leave already!lol...
Time for shopping for new clothes for Asia Conference!
Today gona be a long day, after work have to go for course & its super far!
Nevertheless,im enjoying it!

Kamy gona turn 21 soon..
YAY!for thoes who hvnt reply yet, please RSVP before 9 of November..
hmm..present...my wish list...

Sweet Smelling Purfume..
Winter Coat
Coach Wallet
WInter Leather mitten
NUM Slipper
Make up Set, prolly blusher
ZARA Voucher
Shades

DO Not Buy
Clothes
Chocolates
Weighing Machine(i better pre warn frist,cos my friend got it for 21st though i noe most likely will not..lol)
Cups

Will update again if i think of any..lol=)

Recorded @ Monday 031108; 1.20p.m

2008-10-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging
I noe luh,randomness!!
hahha..
Jin's dad got a bottle of Chocolate Mint Baileys!!
lallallalalallalala...

I need a few bottle more for my 21st bd!,who can help me buy at DFS shop?!lol
Anyway, updates!

Halloween Party @ NUS this coming friday!
Details cant be revealed or commitee will come after me=)

Devapali Holiday
went to SUZIE house for Hari Raya
After that went to meet gwen to pass her e brownies & dinner!

Your one msg allow me to be happy for e whole day!
Your msges become part n parcel of my life...
Your msges are one of the things im looking forward to each boring day at work!
you are the source n root to my happiness=)
Glad to know you & will miss you always!
Young Lady is going to sleep soon!

ADIOS!

Recorded @ 271008;Monday 1157p.m

2008-10-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!m back with meet up with LINDA & WENDY!
It was indeed awesome,with those juicy news..muahha!I so love them can!=)
Had sake sushi & thereafter starbucks to relax n talk!
Linda getting married next year & Upcoming one is Selina!IM sooooo happy for them! mY 2 dearest getting married=)

Pictures will do the TALKING!

Our desserts @ Sake!

WENDY & her messy table=)

LINDA & her camera!forever ready for camera!=)

Guess what is inside this box!!!

BAILEYS CHOCOLATES given by darling GWEN!!=)
IT's MELTED IN MY MOUTH!=)

Adios!

More Pictures to be uploaded=)

Recorded @ 1146p.m; Thursday(02102008)

2008-10-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

Im sipping my ice milo away while typing this...
hehhe...
Ice Milo is awesome under a hot weather!
Anyway, today's work as usual- BUSY!
First half of the day just gone like this..lol

I will be meeting Linda & Wendy later @ Bugis!!
Loves this small getaway & meetings..
Miss them really loads!!
Actually I do miss alot of people!
Selina, Zai, Susie, Wendy, Linda, Gwen, Shermin, Clarissa, Mallory & many more to be name!!
I thank God for placing such wonderful people in my life!
It made my life more colourful & interesting!
So now & then, i cherish meet-up alot!
Anywhere, Anytime, Any activity with this group of people is awesome!

Pastor Kong has awaken my soul with his preaching last weekend...
Has truly awaken and will not procrasinate anymore..
But i need time to overcome & adjust....
I know your PRSCENCE will be with me always till the end of the age...

Will update again with more PICTURES!
Stay tuned!
Back to enjoy my ice milo!
Adios!=)

Recorded @115p.m; Thursday(02102008)

2008-09-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Kamy is gay & happy!!=)
1 month & 23 days to my 21st bd & ASIA CONFERENCE(Im gona take unpaid leave for 3 days at all cost)..
2 months & 15 days to Japan trip....

AND a few more hours later,
going shopping with gwen love!
Shes going on a trip to genting, a small getaway..
Pray that she will have a safe and enjoyable trip!!
Babe!enjoy=)
Im so gona get my slippers that look like sandals so that i can wear in the office,so that it doesnt look so causual.
cos i dun wana walk in the office with my heels.
& gona get some stuff to decorate my table
muahhah

Starting time: 1047p.m
Name: Kamy
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 5/6
Height: 1.6/1.62m
Where do you live: Bukit Batok
Favourite drinks: Ice Milo, Green Tea
Favourite breakfast: loads of scrambled eggs, bacon & sausage!
Have you ever been on a plane?: yeaps
Can you cook?: e easy ones
Swam in the ocean: Nope
Fallen asleep at school: 10 fingers n toes arent enuff to count!lol
Broken someone’s heart: Yeaps
Fell off your chair: nope.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: not really whole night,slept halfway thru..lol
Saved e-mails: I does that at work everyday
What is your room like: MESSY!, & mummy is screaming at me to clean.
What’s right beside you: my handphone & make-up pouch!
What is the last thing you ate: somethign like spring rolls but e filings are meat,small crunchy chestnut & prawn(yummy).
Ever had chicken pox: Yeaps.
Sore throat: m still having..
Stitches: nope!im afraid of that.
Broken nose: Never can i imagine that & i dont want to either.
Do you believe in love at first sight: used to but not now
Like picnics: yeaps, enjoy quality time with ppl.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: friends at church!
Last smile you made: just now.. to my dad(the best daddy in the world)love him loads..
You last yelled at: no one in particular!

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yeaps!definitely..quite a few to name
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: still am sick.
Miss someone: Too many, tons to name!
Eat: of course! Kamy cant stay away from food!
Best feeling in the world: having love by someone whom love you as much as you do!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my room is full of that!!
What’s under your bed: dust?lol
Who do you really hate: no one in particular cos hate is a word too strong to use
What time is it now?: 1059

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: not really
Do you have any siblings: nope,only child=)
Do you want children: yeaps i do!!
Do you smile often: yes yes=)
Do you like your hand-writing: my handwriting will differ and change depend on my mood.
Are your toe nails painted: nope!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: no one! i like my own bed e best!
What color shirt are you wearing now: blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i was at home resting.
I can’t wait till: shopping with gwen later; my 21st bd; my japan trip; meet up with linda & wendy; meet up with selina hunny!; arise & build; ushering; catching my beauty sleep!!;shopping & pig out with shermin;wenqi 21st bd;ASIA CONFERENCE(how can i forget this)
When did you cry last: ytd,when a song reminds me of something
Are you a friendly person: yeaps,quite after warming myslef up.
Do you have any pets: no! )):
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: totally have no idea
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: my dad!of course!!
Do you sleep with the TV on?: defintely not
What are you doing right now?: listening to various song that captivate my heart
Have you ever crawled through a window?: no,lol
Can you handle the truth?: hmm,yes but it may varies
Are you too forgiving?: yes but if u challenge me to my max,tt's it!so dun try!
Are you closer to your mother or father?: dad, defintely!we can hold hands and go shopping!lol
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: long ago,estelle.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: too many to name!!
Do you eat healthy?: trying to!hehhe
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yeaps,im quite an emotional person
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: gwen, selina, estelle, yieling, ben,my dad,shermin & clarissa
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depend.
Are you confident?: yeaps (:

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:(11yearsold.)
1. attending schools at PHPPS.
2. just move to my current house at bukit batok.3.
Took part chinese story telling competition.
4. was in dance CCA.
5. was a quiet & extremely shy girl back then.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1.catch my beauty slp.
2. TIDY UP MY MESSY ROOM.
3. meeting gwen for shopping.
4. getting my semi casual sandals.
5. tidy up my messy bag!

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. POKY sticks
2. lay's/ruffles chips.
3. DARK CHOCOLATE.
4.q!q! japanese jelly
5. marshmallow.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Travel.
2. Tithe.
3. Shopping.
4. Investment.
5. Donate.

5 of my bad habits:
1. Leave things around.
2. procrastinating.
3. forgetful.
4.like to always take taxi.
5.refuse to get out of bed.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Singapore
2. HDB
3. Condo
4. Bungalow
5.House of God..lol

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Florist @ raffles place(my cousin's shop)
2. PAP kindergarten
3. Pearlbank Kindergarten
4. Little Skool House childcare centre
5. Asian Tiger KC Dat as Risk Management Coordinator

5 people I tag:
ANYone!

Adios!

Recorded @ 1135p.m; Friday(260908)!

2008-09-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

hello?!Knock?!knock?!
Im still alive, breathing...lol
hvnt been updating alot cos m busy at work..hahha
Work has been great..
At least have an idea, what's going on..
Gradually,im picking up..
But Im really really very careless with no.s
must kick this bad habit of mine!!
M wondering whether to celebrate my 21st bd
cos im saving up money for japan trip.
YES,ITS HOKKAIDO!
Its set on the 11 DEC 08..
Im so looking forward to it..

How?How?How?
ESTELLE says she want to plan for me!
Im going to proclaim here,you cant deny..
muahhahahahahaha..im so evil..

Recently,i metup with selina,(my ex collegeue)
OMG,I so love her can!!
I miss you loads hunny..
We break fast together and eat n chat anything under the sun...
We have so many things in common...
Im so looking forward to your __________(ahem)
you know, i know can already(Great minds think alike)
Anyway,Let's meet up real soon!

Got to get back to work,Adios!!

Recorded @ 1.32p.m; Thursday(250908)

2008-08-31T05:00:00.000-07:00

This is CHOCOLATE MINT BAILEYS!

Chocolate Mint Baileys is love..=)

Who's going overseas?

Can help me buy at the DFS?lol

Recorded @ 31st August 2008; 8.03p.m

2008-08-31T04:30:00.000-07:00

Let's get the party Rock n ROLL!!whoooo..ive been attending parties,21st birthday parties celebration!It was awesome n fabuluous to have thoes gathering where you get to see ppl whom you will not expect!hahah..Well, i get to see some one of my primary sch friend,who is so happen to be Jin & jeremy friends.oh! my gosh,the world is just too small..Anyway,i did enjoyed myself at both of the parties..Ben's 21st at Holiday Inn Atrium & Jin's 21st at his house..The concept, the ambience, the atmosphere was way beyond words to describe. Can i have more parties?!lol Our cellgrup ppl just cant stop eating- satays, chicken wing,cheese cake, sushi, chocolate eclair, the kerbak...ohhhhhh!mouth drooling... n i have a big discovery..Our cell group ppl love to drink or i would rather say taste alcohol..I conclude beer arent my type.. I love Chocolate Mint Baileys!! Chocolate Mint Baileys is love! Red wine too!...
Here i present to you!!!!!!! the pictures....

The star of the night! The birthday boy-Jin Cheng!=)

This is kamy & PeiLing! Look at my puffy eyes...

I love this true story be Adeline Yen Mah!
I love to read!lol

Now, Im going to conquere this book
Its a storybook of how an austistic child suffer n struggles during his childhood years..

Im back to my book again!
Adios!

Recorded @ 31st August 2008; 7.56p.m

2008-08-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

hey yo ppl,im back!
why do i say that?

Past few days had been horrible plus terrible plus incorrigible for me
I got very extremely bad sore eyes=(
It was so bad that my eyes got really very red and it was tearing every min every sec
Grrrr!!RAWR!!
Next, I was totally ignorant about my allergy to stingray till i ate them for only 2 times
There goes my skin. It split like nobody business and there were uclers and water bubbles..
It really was freaking pain and disgusting!
So i went to see a doc n pray really really hard about healing!
Thank you God for speedy recovery.My sore eyes wast red the next morning and i could report to work!!
YAYNESS!

New environment, new work desk, new resposibility, new collegues!!
Everything been awesome so far...=)
More updates to come,stay tuned!=)

Recorded @ Thrursday (200808); 8.05p.m

2008-08-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

My beauitful school that im proud of and will always be.=)
The long pathway of my school.=)
The lobby that i used to walk in.
Another part of my school.=)
My kiddos hving their high tea.=)

After taking a quick peak of the pictures, im back from watching Olymics Table Tennis Finals between Singapore and China.

Singapore won a sliver medal! Well Done! Im proud of them.After 48 years, a medal worth more then anything. 3 cheers for Singapore! Hip Hip Huray! Hip Hip Huray! Hip Hip Huray! Nevertheless, China has put up a good show for us proving that why are they worth the gold medal and their ranking in the world.

20th of August will be a new chapter of my life or rather a new page of my employment history. I will be going to a new company, a new environment to work. It will be challenging for me as i will be doing things that im unfarmiliar with. It is like a career switch for me. However, i will set goals for myself and do my best and lift the rest to GOD!=)

Prayer meet tmr!

Good night! Adios=)

Recorded @ Sunday(17 August 08); 1005P.M

2008-08-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

Pictures will do the talking first!

Posing for Racial Harmony Day=)
My cute vionne!=p
This is cubby Yasmine(2 years 2 months)
We like to tease her and call her No-mine.lol!
She will say "I angry you." untill u calls her the right name.

Hello,

anticipating the Women's Final Table Tennis at 7.30p.m

I need my beauty sleep

I got hit by a volley ball right into the bull's eye

I ushered at service today

I saw a handsome team leader today..muahhaha

I miss my kids at my childcare centre terribly

I miss my collegues terribly

I'm excited about my new workplace

I'm thinking about my future

Ok, that's all for now!

More pictures will come=)

Recorded @ Sunday (17 August08); 6.28p.m

2008-08-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

My Lovely Cupcakes=)

My indulgence-Lipgloss from MAC=)

2008-08-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLo
Happy National Day!!
Singapore is 43 years old!=) Awesome

I spent my morning rushing to woodlands to get my lovely cupcakes.
Next head to Xiao Guilin Restaurant to have lunch with my family members
cos its baby Ethan n Jermin Birthday!! Both on August 12=)

Cell group meeting is at Jin Cheng place..
We celebrated Kenny(12 August) & Yieling(15 August) Birthday too..
This year celebration is abit different.
We had cupcakes instead of the normal slices of cakes..
The cards are lovely and awesome!!
clap hands for GWEN & KAMY & MALLORY for all e hardwork & effort
The cupcakes are lovely, yummy and too pretty to be eaten..lol
Pizza & drumlets and laze around at Jin Cheng sofa was soooooooooo comfortable..
I almost float to lallalala land..
We watched the parade together, laughter everywhere, cartoon network, doing silly things,singing e national day songs...
Everything is just lovely when u hv the right company with you=)
I just love you GUYS...

My last stop was to go to SERANGOON Chomp Chomp to makan...
Yes its SERANGOON! crazy me rite, when im so near home and yet i go all e way there
but i have craving for stingrays..
SO, me,kenny,gwen & mal head to chomp chomp and ordered 2 plates of kangkong, one plate of stingray & 2 big jars of sugarcane=)
M satisfied=)

I gave in to the fatigueness and decide to cab back
OH, did I little know the taxi uncle was driving at 12oKM when there were quite a no. of cars on the high way!!
My goodness!
Im safe at hm now=)

OK,time to say goodbye again
Had a wonderful time today=)
Adios everyone as i need to wake up at 7a.m for usher briefing at 9.30a.m=)
Bless me with good nitze slp

Arsenal is love
Love is Arsenal
I dream of going to EMIRATES STADIUM AT LONDON=)

Recorded @ Sunday(10 August 08);1237a.m

2008-08-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey
Kamy screams!!
RETAIL THERPAPHY IS AWESOME!!
@ ZARA is awesome to the max!!
lol...
Today went to get stuff for card making at Art Friend..
m thinking that since im at taka,no harm going zara to shop for clothes
TAAAAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa!!!
I bought a top and a bottom..
It burnt a hole in my pocket
but m satisfied!
My goodness...
Someone just wake me up..lol
Adios
Goodnitze=)

Recorded @ Monday(40808);1105p.m

2008-08-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

Kamy grinning widly
Im going Hokkaido on 3 dec to 9 dec
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Lallalalalallalalalalalalallala

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT

Mummy says
If I go Hokkaido,
I cant hv a grand celebration for 21st bd =(
Once in a lifetime 21st bd
so how?
Still pondering.....

My current fav song

mercies that rise with the new morn
set me apart as a new born
each moment i live
by faith i believe
in You i'm never alone
darkness may come trials seem so long
You are the light i depend on
through valleys and stormsYour word keeps me strong
my shelter, refuge and song
in You i trusteveryday i live i know You are my God
i lift my face and look to You my Lord
even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall
i will stand with You
my Jesus, take my all

Addios everyone!
Kamy working 7a.m shift tmr
.........................................
Im not a early person
got to wake up at 5.30a.m

Recorded @ Sunday (3 of August08);9.56p.m

2008-08-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hello?! Anybody
Festival of Praise was average
I prefer Delirious to Parachute,no offence but is personal preference=)
was ushering yesterday.
shant comment on the ushering.
Having splitting pain on my feet
Having to walk out of kallang becos no cab around that area
Took a bus ride to Hougang with kenny,mal,estelle n gwen
Hopped on cab n reach home rather late..
n the cab fare is awesome!!
last time i used to say that Serangoon is niao bu sheng dan
but i think Kallang is even more niao bu sheng dan lo...lol

Shall be busy making cards
calling to all AUGUST BABIES...
Please do drop hints,thousand n one hint on your present!lol
Greatly appreciated=)

Recorded @ 1.47p.m;Sunday;3 of August

2008-08-01T02:08:00.000-07:00

Been going to that secret hiding place,tearing like nobody business.

Pouring out that secret that has been hiding in my heart while the background music was hati hamba(eng).

Actually all along it was there.

Just that when im too busy with stuff and activities, it left me no time to think of it.

Or when im extremely tired, I will jsut fall asleep on bed.

Or maybe im living in denial and chose to comfort myself.

During the cold n quiet night, when im rather awake...

My mind wonders and my heart race rapidly when vague memories overpouring..

Traces of time wither away but still in my heart you stand a place..

On a lighter note
I went Retail Theraphy just now with gwen
Bought something at least!haha...grins..lol

Looking forward to usher at FOP,
the overwhelming crowd
Parachute coming to town!!whooo...
Life changing message...
Soaking in your prescence just makes me so excited..

Catching my beauty slp time..
Burry me in my sweet dreams
Wake me up by your mercy n grace..
Refresh my mind with your loving touch.
In here, where i wait..
Good nite=)

Recorded @ 1.05a.m;Saturday

2008-07-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

Things has been getting from bad to worse at work.
The political issue between collegues, actually is just one collegue!
Even the HQ cant do anything..
Im so disappointed in them,by their actions and words...
Now ive really seen the dark side of the working world!
Been dragging myself to work everyday
Im glad that im not in these political issue,
Thank you God for the spiritual covenance and protection
I need more of that..
People can disappoint me but You are always there for me

Been tearing alot during service
It is so wonderful to feel your prescence again
though ive been disappointing you once n once again
Thank God for placing people around me like a lightning rod whom i can talk to,whom i can ask advice from,whom i can rely on, whom i can tear with no worries,whom i can have heart to heart talk from the minor gritty things to the major stuff,whom nv give up on me,whom mould me to who I am now.

Im running a very tough race now
Endurance is the word
Holy spirit is like living water,
I dont want to get dehydrated,
Lead me n fill me daily...
Im learning to trust n let go
Let God take control of the situation
Turn my sorrows into joy
strengthen me and I want to fight the race till the end

on a lighter note..
catch X-file with kelvin,ben,estelle n joel-the movie was great! It has a balance of mystery n logical thinking.
Had a great time talking with my cousin at cafe cartel-Lets go out soon!!
August will be a busy month, birthday babies n celebration!!
Please do hint the birthday co ordinator group what you want for birthday..lol

Overall, im still happy=)

Recorded @ 9.12p.m; 27 July 2008

2008-07-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Hey.Yo.Everyone.Whats up.....
Yayness,Pastor Kong is back!!
How i miss him so much!
He went to help out at Taiwan Emerge!
His preaching will leave a deep imprint in the congregation's hearts.
His charamastic and humour often sent the ppl in giggles.
During his preaching,a moment of slience will be accompanied by roar of laughter.
He is such a great leader and guider.
Im really greatly blessed by his words today!

Im HIS Princess
A smile solves it all!!=)

Recorded @1155p.m;Sunday(130708)

2008-06-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

Listening to the song "First Love" now..
Mixed feelings crept up my heart n overwhelmed my thoughts n mind
I remember my first love with my Godly Daddy..
A love that will nv be taken away..
A love that will be forever..
but earthly...
U make me fall so deeply in love with u unknowingly
n u just creep away like this..
Time will wash n heal but feelings will not fade totally

still confuse about my direction for my career=)shall pray about it

on a lighter note!!
Had super duper great with collegues at timbre today!!
e ambience, e food, e bonding
Oh my gosh, e full strength of LSH TEACHERS OF UP =to laughter combo
cameras were everywhere! smiles and faces were captured..e memories we once had!!
Thank you 4 making my day!love ya loads..

Recorded @1257a.m; thursday(190608)

2008-05-25T04:59:00.000-07:00

Its all about prayer!=)
life has been rather confuse and down
why do i say so?
kinda lost my sense of direction in my career
still searching back my right direction

recieving your comment really makes my day
you are still a question mark in my heart.
been wanting to ask you a question but lack the courage to do so

nevertheless, service, cell group & prayer meeting has been really really good and a blast for me!! It really bring me back to the prescence of God. Its really awesome!
God has been really really amazingly awesome.
I believe my mum's salvation is near.
I love you daddy God.
I dont wanna lose your prescence again!
I will step out of my comfort zone and serve you more.
I will not come with my shopping list anymore,instead i will seek your face!
Let everything be done according to your will n strength

God has been prompting me today at service and finally i responded to the altar call about rising up to be a leader.
Actually, for the past few days God has been prompting me about giving more in the area of finances and in the area of time to serve HIM more. Ive been procrasinating much and fatigueness really draws me away from GOD.

Today's message brought me back to the remembrance of GOD.
Pastor Tan showed a video clip of the ppl at south korea.
Their church congregation are made up of ppl who are 50 plus and 6o plus old men and women but yet they are so on fire for God!!
They are busy businessman and women but yet they are so discipline to pray to GOD and to serve HIM even more.
In return, God bless their business and family!!
Im so amaze! I felt that im really in my comfort zone too much and take everything for granted.

Kamy, is time to step out and rise up!!=)

Recorded on Sunday(25 May 08); 8.21p.m

2008-05-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

After so many days of hibernating,
decided to wake up...

Im so happy today! shout for joy
cos mummy came to church with me..=)
Its a good start, i truly believe..
We went to vivo city for shopping
Initially wanted to eat Crsytal Jade
but little did I know they have certain time slot to serve the customers
When I reached there, to my dismay, the afternoon time slot was closed!
My xiao long bao gone! rawr!=(

My close friends should know the situation im in.
Dear God, i need confirmation from you.
Let everything be done in your will and in your strength.
Give me a confirmation and i will set off the destiny you hv planned for me=)

Recorded @ Sunday; 11May 9.02p.m

2008-04-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

Eye lids drooping down
body giving way
Im so tired now

In the office rite now
Knocking off in 1 min..
supposingly to shout HURAYY!!
supposngly to be happy!!
but but but....

I need to attend first aid course!! 630-930p.m
ROAR!!
Company sent me
No choice, got to go
Sianzz

In HIM , I find eternal peace!=)

Recorded @ Friday; 5.03p.m; 04 April 08

2008-04-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

John...
You are the vine and I am the branches, thoes who abides in me shall bear much fruits!
Indeed Jesus will make His promises come to pass
He does not speak out of his own authourity but whatever He speaks and whatever actions He do is from God.
Amen!!

April Fool's day!
Lost and found thing
Thank God for protection!

I am financially tight this mnth becos due to unpaid leave for my wisdom teeth surgery..
A big deduction in my pay..Got to plan my spending real carefully=(
No more shopping!!=(

Tomorrow will be a better day!!
I love dwelling and soaking in yr prescence=)

Recorded @ 1042p.m; Tuesday; 1st of April

2008-03-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

Ong Fu GeK Kamy is officially baptized on 31st March 2008
& not forgetting Kenny, Kelvin & Joel
Yayness!!
Thankss to all who came to view the ceremony
Im so happy feel much more closer to God!!
Loving Him More!!
Loving to know the truth more!!
Loving the bible everyday!!
Loving to dwell in his prescence!!
I want more of HIM!!

$$$ is like a tree,
savings is like a seed that you sow into the ground &
in time to come, you will reap a harvest!!

Kamy Kamy Kamy,
NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!!

Batam retreat was over in a blink of eyes
The place really cannot make it
The people are corrupted
What is fun are the people that i go with
My lovely collegues
Thank you for making my life at work so memorable and fun!!

There is applebee, mangobee and an additional member cherrybee!=)

Recorded @ Tuesday; 12.03a.m; 1st of April 08

2008-03-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

Kamy went for Easter Drama today!!

It was a total blast for me
though i watched the drama like so many times
but it never failed to touch my heart
I teared at the part when Jesus bare the cross on his back and got whipped by the pharisee
The wounds on his body that split break my heart
The drama never failed to amuse the audience with hokkien songs and raps..lol
Neverthless,new friends came to watch the drama.
At least we are one of the links that may lead them to hv a relationship with GOD..

We celebrated Joel's 18th birthday at MOS burger!!
Happy 18th awesome birthday JOEL!!
Glad that he liked the bag

After that, went off to celebrate wincoln's birthday at swensen!!
been really blessed by his family!
Since young,im a small light bulb between their dad and mum days of courtship.
Though now,they have their own children, but they still dote on me alot
will always include me in any special occasion of celebration
Happy 17th awesome birthday WINCOLN!!
Continue to excel in yr studies and volleyball yeah? and not forgetting soccer!
Hes realy the awesome one among the couz
excel in studies,sports,has good character and personality and not bad looking if he bothers to put effort in looking good..lol

Recorded @ Sunday;23 March 08;1127p.m

2008-03-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

hello ppl
im running back to the arms of blooging again!!

Life has been busy and excellent so far!!
love my collegues,love my environment,love my boss,love my children!!
love God wholeheartedly!!
love ppl fervently!!
love friends!!

All i want for 2008 is
1) sony cyber shot T2 debut
2) a trip to hokkaido japan during winter
3) a secret that God knows..lol
4) water baptism
5) financial and career breakthrough
6) spiritual breakthrough

went to watch leap years with couz..the story was touching that it made me teared and it brought back farmiliar scence which linger in my heart..
I know i have to let go though im reluctant too
Your decision left me speechless and hopes dashed
silence is gold which doesnt works for love
maybe from the start,it all went wrong with me keeping quiet and trying so hard, hoping u will realise it.
It hit me so hard that it brought me back to reality!!
My missing identity in love will remain a mystery forever,till someone is able to reveil it..

BUT
It made me became stronger and more dependable in GOD
God heal my wound and he promise to show me the way, the truth, the person and the light..
I believe in HIM!=)

Recorded @ Saturday;22 March; 1236p.m

2007-12-31T20:15:00.000-08:00

Good bye 2007
Embrace 2008

Thankxx giving day was a full blast for me with an ending message by Pastor Tan:
Experience change,Embrace growth!!
Amen
We need to change to expereince success be it relationship, work, spiritual life and studies
Ive thought through the night
I see thoes disappointed face in my leaders though they kept quiet
I see the disappointment in God face
He always touch me by his prescence during service and yet i choose to procrasinate it
Kamy kamy kamy
I always wanted to do more but often overwhelemd by fatiguness and pure laziness

2007; there are ups and downs
I get a great job and I will maintain it
God show me how faithful n great he is by blessing me abundancely
but still i had alot of regret in my heart
I will not give up cos this regret will turn into motivation for me during 2008
What comfort me is great bonding with friends and family members=)

2008 will be a new year for me
I want to grow more spiritually
I want to excel and contribute in my job
I want to excercise more n grow healthily
I want to put God first in my life

Recorded @ 1 january 2008; 1230p.m

2007-11-12T03:00:00.000-08:00

Random post anyway!!

Now,i just hope that time will fast forward to 23 november!!

My schedule for upcoming weekend and next week
Friday(161107)-Mum's birthday dinner
Sat(171107)- last church service @ expo
Sun(181107)-Yieling wedding matrimony @ Holiday Inn
Monday(191107)- Kamy!! birthday-dinner with estelle and my team of usher
Tuesday(201107)-Gona get my stuff for japan trip
Wednesday(211107)- Going down to NTUC head quarter to sign contract and maybe outing with ZZ(KIV)
Friday(231107)- Here i go Japan!!

Recorded @ Monday; 712p.m

2007-11-07T03:06:00.000-08:00

God has never fail to answer my prayer..
The dream on my envelop has been fulfill..
How amazing that no words could describe his wonderfulness and faithfulness!!

My dream on the envelop few weeks ago:
Raise the salary that an Early Childhood Educator should get
I wrote that amount down!!
AND......
I found a Job at Little Skool House!!
The pay is 30 percent more then my current pay and guess what?!
That amount was what i wrote on e envelope!!

In February, I pray that i want to go to Japan for mission trip,but looking at the estimated amount that CHC calculated, I was like "how on earth am i going to save that much amount..
I pray n pray and God answer my prayer,
but im not going for mission trip, I am going with my uncles, aunties and cousin
a great time for bonding!!
I really feel so bless
My Japan air ticket was bless by my uncle
My winter clothes, gloves will be bless by my mum
Basically,This whole trip is like almost FOC accept that i have to fork out my own expenses
and mum agree to subsidize some of my expenses too
lol..

and yet i find myself led away by temptation soemtimes..
often overwhelm by fatiguness and yet HE always remind me of HIS faithfulness and goodness..
Building fund is here..
step out of comfort zone!!
I will discipline myself..and obey you

Kamy is happy

Recorded @ Wednesday;1031p.m

2007-10-20T12:14:00.000-07:00

HI PPL
Its 311a.m
Why am i still here?
simply becos i just reach hm from movies
e movies consectively for two weeks,totally cannot make it
What's wrong with movie nowadays huh?!

Receive YL Matrimony Invitation Card!!
E design is really nice,in a form of postcard!!
Though she claim that she does not like e photo..
lol,u r always pretty in our eyes...

I saw this in estelle's blog:
i believe in education.
i believe in the power of education.
i believe the worst prison is of the mind.
i believe education can break down the shackles of this prison.
i believe education can set people free.
i believe education is in the will of God, people need to be able to read as the basic,
otherwise, it wouldnt be a Book of Words that God want us to have.
(ok, for those who are far too late to learn to read (like, too old), we, who can read, we will read the bible to them k.)
i believe in education.

I do share the same view as her..
cos Im an educator too..=D

Gona miss service for two weeks=(
Friends ROM and K2 graduation concert=)

Recorded @ 3.18a.m;sunday

2007-10-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

This week was fun n fulfilling
As a result,fatigueness overwhelmed me!!

Yieling made an announcement that the cell group will move to Jurong West for Sunday 1230p.m for service with effect from 5th December onwards..
HMM..Nobody seems to be happy about it
Personally,i still prefer Expo because its near to the MRT Station.
Jurong West is really inacessible.
is small
I love to look at the empty hall of expo..
I like the feeling of taking a zone on my own to usher..
I love the spaciousness of Expo..

Saturday went to watch midnight movie with YL, Benjamin, Kenny, Kelvin, Weihao & TS: DayWatch
The show was lame and atrocious
So many storyline,so confusing!!
kamy slept for 1 hour and watch for 1 hour
great huh..
Reach home at 3a.m and ended up slept at 4a.m
Mummy wakes me up at 1230p.m for breakfast,would i say lunch

BUT IM STILL IN MY LALA LAND!!
Force to wake up..
The food, apparently was Lor Mee; the taste really cannot make it..
I rather sleep then to wake up
The rest of the day was tuition..2 group of tuition in a row
I was practically stoning

The dream that I wrote on the envelope on Saturday...
Will it come true?
Hope it will=D

Cushion is counting down to the pledging of Arise & Build in November, which is 3 more weeks
Im counting down to holidays, which is 5 weeks
Kamy is counting down to Japan Trip, which is 6 weeks

Lastly, I have to get back to my lesson plan
Looking forward to weekends again=D

Recorded @ Sunday; 9.51p.m

2007-10-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

I was so overwhelmed and touch by someone today that i teared
He was sharing his life testimony
How he trust God and endure hardship bascially throughout his life.
God see it and just recently he get to enjoy life!!
amen!!!
God is a good God..
Im prepared for arise n build!!
Im loving it=D

Felt discourage about my calling in Early Childhood Sector
I have the passion and love for kids
but can my passion support my income
I began to have doubts..
Haizz..
Early Childhood Educator are also teacher
why do they receive different pay from MOE Teachers
That is really unfair!!
They lay the path for the children in the early childhood years to have a good start
We as educators start the ball rolling but why our pay is much more lower as compared to thoes in Primary and Secondary Sector
I felt that they really should review the pay of Kindergarten Teacher!!
Cos by 2008,all kindergarten teacher a least must have a certificate to teach
Since the quality of teachers are moving to a higher level,
To motivate the hard work of teachers
To meet the high demand from parents
our pay should be financially bless!!

No more grants!!
I will be taking my degree next year,
Its straining but God will provide me just like How he promise to give me a Diploma
N He fulfilled it!!

Recorded @ Sunday; 2.01am

2007-10-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

Today ushering at delta areana 02 was a total chaos
challenging and stress but great experience..
God's prescence was so tangible today during service
I love this kind of feeling..
Where I can feel HIM around me..

Regret is what i always hear
Regret is what i would avoid
Regret is often painful
Regret will always instill a guilt in yr heart which will follow you forever
What shall never be said will never be made known anymore
cos things will never be e same at all

You will always be the greatest regret in my heart.

Recorded @ Sunday; 1.15a.m

2007-10-01T04:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!!

To know wisdom & instruction
To perceive the words of understanding
To receive the words of understanding
Justice, judgement, and equity;
To give prudence to the simple
To the young man knowledge and discretion
A wise man will hear and increase learning
And a man of understanding will attain wise counsel
To understand a proverb and enigma,
The words of wise and their riddles.
The fear of Lord is the beginning of knowledge
But fool despise wisdom and instruction.

My son, if sinner entice you, do not consent
Keep your foot from their path; for their feet run up to evil
And they make haste to shed blood.

Be a wise man!!
A man of understanding!!
Be quick to listen and understand the situation first=D
That is the reason why God give us two ears and one mouth=D

Im trusting GOD for everything..=D

Last week interview was cancelled due to some reasons
going for interview tommorow at CCK..
Please do pray for me=D

Recorded @ 752p.m; Monday

2007-09-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

God, obedience n trust, this is what u want from us...
trust in HIM
Obey His 10 commandments
Yet sometimes,we fail to do that
Human nature..
Overwhelmed by work & fatigueness..
Workplace is not conducive enough(top secrets,cant be revealed)
Im really tired at work..restore back e passion in me..

2 more interviews on this coming Friday(28 of September)
NTUC Childcare
-2nd round of interview
-if successful, I will go for third round n they will finalized my salary

CCK Early Learning Centre
-still yet to know how is the school like..
-shall reserve my comments

will see how it go on Friday, then decide my next step..

Guys, pls pray for my interview on Friday..
Thankx n greatly appreciate..

You said u will come back from Germany and stay in Singapore to study..
dunnoe to be happy or sad..
mixed feelings..shall put aside that..wait till u come back then say

counting down to my Japan Trip(7 more weeks to go)..
excited cos its a blessing from God..
exicted cos going with my couz sis-a time for great bonding
exicted cos is a form of relaxation,away from work n stress

Recorded @ 1038p.m; Tuesday

2007-09-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

My hobby is to collect spider webs..lol
not a healthy hobby..=(

now im going to clear it away..
Rouping says i nv update..
lazy to update ba

Here it goes:
been thru ups n downs in life..
what i enjoy most is the prescence of God on saturday, ushering
& most of all fellowshipping with W260..
Great bonding n unity of love..
Let it flow, spread n sustain it..

Next year taking Degree in Early Childhood..
Thus, embarking on another journey of my life...
So i will waive off all my tutiton assignments and be a full time teacher..
Im looking for centres that will offer good pay..
Just went for an interview at NTUC Childcare..
Waiting for their news..
Pray that they will offer me a higher pay..
If not i will start looking for another one..

Prayer request:
1) God will touch my mum's heart that she will take a step to go to church.
2) I will be able to find a good company with attractive pay.
3) God will give me an amount for the upcoming arise & build campaign.

Recorded @ Sunday; 1002p.m

2007-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today message was so encouraging!!
It lit up the fire in my heart..

The fire never ceased but it is burning strongly!!
have to step out of comfort zone=D

actually is my time management la..
haha..will plan my time properly..

It is only thru darkest time
when u called upon him
when u lift your burdern upon him
u will experience miracle, e burdern off your heavy shoulders,suddenly u felt relieve n happy..
things that u induldge to relieve your pain in the secular world is just temporarily..
but God is eternity..
he provide a path n future for u..
talior and specially made for u..
ask n u shall receive..
seek n u shall find..
God is so real..
ive experience him thru my darkest time n blessing from him..

You flew off today @ 530 p.m..
Von voyage..
all e best..
I felt the peace in me..
thankxx for everything..

Jeremy shared his testimony today
how his parents attending church and removing the praying altar at home
wow,tt's amazing..
he keeps praying and how his parents is on the way to salvation..
Inspired by his testimony
I shall keep on praying!!

Guys keep on praying for me k..
that God will do a miracle in my mother's heart..

Recorded @ Sunday; 1029p.m

2007-09-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

Zhi Zang ask me to do this survey=D

10 weird habits or little known facts about me
here it goes...
1) I get irritated n piss off when someone shout at me for no reason.
2) I dun mind and love to spend money on high quality good food.
3) I love nights out and watching EPL.
4) I love to drink vodka raspberry( like e taste)=D
5) I hv mental disturbance;get super irritated when things dun get my way.
6) I love to have dvd marathon and cry buckets of water.
7) kids will melt my heart and babies too.
8) I am soft heart,sentimental and emotional by nature.
9) I love flowers and know how to appreciate it.
10) I hate it when ppl accuse me without getting the facts right.

Each player will start off with 10 weird habits/little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagg must write in their blog and state the rule clearly.
choose six people to be tag and list their names
1) wen qi
2) nancy
3) gwen
4) estelle
5) mallory
6) Eugene toh

Haha..ive did it!!
Addicted to this song: God of my Forever!!

Recorded @ Friday; 1.11am

2007-09-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

sep holidays are here, nthing much..
busy holiday..
work n work n work

Look as if that time is ticking away..
9 of sep
u r going away to Germany n u r settling down there..
Thankx for being part n parcel of my life..
I will remember e good memories only..
Do stay in contact with me K!!
Pen me more poems..
send it to my mails..
I miss your poems dearly..
n most of all i miss u too..

ive decide not to send you off at airport this coming sunday..
yep, God has given me e assurance and peace but
i dun wanna see your back as u fade off within my sight..
is too painful for me to handle. e after effect as what kenny said..

Kamy is going to be..

Recorded @ Tuesday; 1132p.m

2007-09-01T10:09:00.000-07:00

God of my youth i remember
your call on my life took me o're
your love had seen me through all my days
i send here by Your grace
on this alter i've written my life
tell of the story i have with You
my Lord i want the world to know

God of my forever
and forever i'm with You
my life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
and forever i willl sing
my greatest honor will alway be
to serve my Lord and king

God of my life i surrender
my heart finds it's in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
how my love for you has grown
Nothing matters when You're here with me
in the end just to hear you say 'well done'
bowing before Your throne
Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in Glory Reign
forever and ever
with You'll i'll walk this narrow way

I will always remember that u r my God of Forever

You lift my burdern

You lend me a shoulder to cry on

You never forsake me no matter what i do

You never fail to bless me n tide me through dark times..

God of my Life, i surrender..

I surrender all my burderns and worries into yr hands..

You always provide me e way, show me e light..

I want to dwell in your kingdom forever..

forever i will reign..=D

Thankx nancy for your comfort and yr love..

cant hold my tears before you..

to you,i pour out..thankxx for listening and sharing..

Im much better now,i guess i need time only..

Love ya loads..=D

Thankxx to all thoes that came forward to me to show your concern..i truly appreciate..=D

Recorded @ sunday;1.18p.m

2007-08-29T11:43:00.000-07:00

im left speechless
tears overwhelmed me
part and parcel of life,u left...
thankx for all the things u hv done..

my emotion r mixed up..one moment happy,the other moment plunge into darkness
show me yr light..i need to get out of these

ive nthing to say..need time to recover..
drowning in my tears..
frends,pardon me during this period..

Recorded @ thursday;256am

2007-08-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

hey!!hey!! hey!!
suppose to be mugging for my lesson plan and assignment..
but i shall redirect my attention for awhile and render my time to blogging..
lol..haha

God is good all the time; all the time God is good!!
Its true..
God is my salvation and my glory..
God is the rock of my strength and my refuge..
Where i can get my answer and peace from him..
Praise him with my joyful lips..
I shall live up to His expectation and not the expectation from the secular world..
bro & sis, do not set yr heart on oppression but set yr heart on God..
For he will pour in blessing like never before
Amen!!

Financial blessing: more tuition jobs coming in..haha=D..grins with delight..
Times up!!
I shall channel all my energy to my lesson plan now!!

Recorded at 939p.m; Sunday

2007-08-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

Life is like a roller coaster
It may not be as smooth sailing as it seem to be
There are alot of sharps, twist & turn..
These few days, it had been overwhelming for me..
Disappointment, stagnant, sadness, tired, tears, heartbreak
What we call negative emotional..

Assignment...one last assignment

Work..I shant comment much..just doesnt feel good..tears rolling down..
Stagnant..left with one more term, i shall hang on...
really on the verge of breaking down but i shall prove to u wrong..
Devil really love to attack people when their life goes haywire..
Especially at their darkest point..
Everything u do just doesnt seem right..
aimlessly wandering

I miss my baby Gabrielle..She is serverly sick..she only will be back to sch after the september holidays..=(..shall keep her in prayers...her sickness has been on going-bronchitisis(too much water in her lungs)..
Shes only 2 years old..
So friends Pls do keep her in prayers..
much appreciated=D

W260-love them loads..where i enjoy e most..their laughter, hugs & comfort=D

Ngnee Ann Poly or RTRC?
Im in a dilema..
God, show me yr vision..that u hv plan for me..

Recorded at 836p.m; Friday

2007-08-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

hey guys, i noe ive been procrasinating alot..
Now have the mood to blog..lol

been receiving alot of tuition assignment but i rejected cos schedule too pack
as in i dun wan it to take away the time that i allocate to chill out with my friends and do other stuff that i like..

I love SATURDAYS!!
ever since there is usher!!
ushering is realli realli fun and tiring..
but i enjoy ushering so the pain is nthing just that soemtimes i need to grumble abit la..
so peeps,mind me pls..lol
U will realise that communication in ushering is realli realli important..
The Art of Communication!! The Art of Problem Solving Skills too!! The Art of Alertness!!
The Art of Observant!! The Art of Sensitivity!!
I love to look at the empty hall before service..so quiet and empty..only ushers walking about arranging chairs and bulletin..
Apart from the empty hall, the singers and choir praticising their vocal which make a very strong and great impact and difference cos their vocal are like clear crsytal, define and natural!!
Its relaxing and pleasant to my ears and eyes!!
Its a very good hands on experience.
I enjoy the joy of fellowshipping with my W260s!!
The bonding is back again and i realli realli hope it will continue..

Work: still e same..nthing much to comment..just that different christian protray differently huh.. I will definitely find a new job..just a matter of time..When i feel that ive learn enough,i will leave. I will definitely not stay in my current company. Shant comment much but definitely not an ideal place for me to venture or grow..sometimes i even dreaded going to work..
Motivation comes from my kids..realli melt my heart when i look at them..
They are so observant that sometimes their comment will realli melt and comfort yr heart..
Thoes minor details that sometimes yr friends or parents would not even notice..
Amazing huh?! That's why u can nv guess or noe what are kids realli thinking in their brain at that very moment!!=D
I want to give myself 2 years..by the age of 23, i want to go to big comapnies and work..Thoes kindergarten that has school in overseas country..That is my goal at the moment!!

I have one more assignment to complete!!
Dateline: 31st August
Status: shall not procrasinate anymore,will start tmr!!lol
This is one of the major assignment where it will help me to clinch high pay job
So i will put in alot of effort!!=D

Recorded @ Sunday; 125 a.m

2007-08-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

I love God
He turn the impossible to possible!! (another chance for re test)
He bless me with good tuition =financial blessing!!

Rou Ping, Im so proud of u!!
continue to sow the seed in yr junior life yeah?you r definitely making a difference in their life!!=D

Simpson is funny..I love it!!

I want holidays!!quick quick..National day faster come..
I want to be a pleaser of God not pleaser of MAN!!
I want water baptism form!!

Okok..got to go n do my work..
Life with God is always good..

Recorded @ 1130p.m; Sunday

2007-08-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

Things at hm hv been slightly better...
Thank God for it..
I love my frends loads-peeps from W260
Thankx for ya word of affirmation,yr comfort,yr hugs..
I truly appreciate..

I pray hard for last module of my course..
cos lots of hippcups happen along the way
n ive learn a lesson from it..
I pray hard n leave this burden onto God..
God do allow miracles to happen
I failed this module but i still dunnoe why i can be so calm while hearing this when the course co ordinator called me..e course co ordinator added on n she said i will be given another chance on the following Monday(6 of August) for an onsite supervision..
My prayers are answered!!
I felt so relieved..
No more excuses, im gona do well this time!!=D

prayer request: 1)On Monday, the children will be able to cooperate with me..
2) My uncle n grandma fall sick at the same time..it seem that it
is quite serious..
hv to go for further check up..
pray that their sickness can be cure through medication and they will be
healthy again.
Recorded @ 1.17p.m; Saturday

2007-07-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

mood: very bad..words of mouth are very powerful..words can praise you and make u feel good
BUT on the other hand,they can hurt u so much..esp when thoes hurtful words come out from thoes that are closest to u;yr family members...
Lately things at home hv been very tense..
money issue,job issue & many more..
i know i hv my bad habits..im also trying to change..
Now then i know what kind of daughter am i in yr eyes when thoes words come out from yr mouth..
I love to go to work; to seek satisfaction,to seek peace and solance
(maybe i should switch to full time)
I love sat and sunday;enjoy the company of frends and enjoy the prescence of God & enjoy serving in usher..
Frends give me lots of hugs, your words of affirmation, yr love..
I felt that im much appreciated outside..
Im trying to hang on..

2007-07-29T07:38:00.001-07:00

Hey guys!!
back from sentosa!!

today sentosa trip was a cosy group consisting of me,ben,delicia,tammy,zhi zang,yieling & estelle..
We took the monorail to sentosa..its very slow but its so convenient.
Next we paid 9 bucks for the sky ride and luge(something like car racing where u will drive down the hill), it was so fun lo..love it so much...
who want to go sentosa,please call me!!
We stop at Siloso beach and bought a ball to play monkey game and another game(thoes who are in W260 should know what game is that-e game that ann's cousin winnie taught us)..haha..After that dip in the sea water..it was cooling and relaxing..i do really enjoy my weekend..AND WE BURIED ESTELLE!!SHE VOLUNTEER!!

Dinner @ Vivo city at a hongkong restaurant..The food is so yummy!!i felt that it is better that HONG KONG CAFE..BEn paid for my share cos he still own me money..muahha..
Then bus home lo..

Conclusion: I LOVE THIS WEEK COS THERE IS QUALITY TIME AND REST!!
MORE RECHARGED FOR WORK!!
LOOK FORWARD TO FRIDAY AND SATURDAY-FESTIVAL OF PRAISE!!=D

2007-07-28T10:32:00.001-07:00

So much so i decided to blog..lol..shall not procrasinate any more..muahah..

Kamy is so happy okay..
just a message from you definitely brighten up my day!!
yayness!!bleahz

nthing much to say but today deliverance service was great..
I manifested!!
Truly felt the burdern in me release..
After that went to Bedok and eat n train n bus home..
am very happy on the train journey that nthing matters to me at all,even when delicia and zhi zang talk nonscence,its also music to my ears..

okay okay,Kamy is melted and drown in the sweetness of honey
enough of crap,gota slp cos cell group meeting tmr is darn early..\
sentosa tmr too..

I love u guys!! Muackzz=D

2007-07-04T03:32:00.000-07:00

yayness!!
Youth day
went to sch early for meeting..tired but love it cos im learning alot of things!!
after that our boss treat us to Thai Cruisine!!
That's so nice of her..
after that went to meet my couz(ying) for a shopping spree!!
i spend a bomb despite my pay for june was so little cos down with great sickness mah..
i bought 4 tees, one shorts, one pair of shoes, one pair of NUM slippers, one eye mascara, one eye shadow
wah!!
Now waiting for all my tuition fees to come so that i can pay off the necessary bills..
Had a great catch up with her..
shes the closest couz i hv at my father side..
we suan ppl together, crap together,slp at her house..
You MUST COME FOR AH GONG BIRTHDAY K!!
Jia you for ya Alevels!!=D

Joke of that day:
We were walking out of bugis Mrt station,
then we saw a girl. She wore something like jumpers n a tshirt..
dunnoe what is wrong with her jumper cos it look like it hv an extra padding to make his butt look extra big..Then we concluded that it look like mickey mouse buttockss...
Then we keep laughing non stop..Whenever i see mickey mouse,i will start laughing!!
That's bad of me but i cant help it..

The next day went to look for rou ping to pass her her pink poisonous yet cute muhsroom!!
Hope she will like it..You should see how she protect her mushroom..Keep adjusting her mushroom head cos she say the head wai diao le..lol..i ask her u must take protractor n measure everyday to make sure is the same angle..had great fun with them..
Cya soon girls..
Pastor Kong say its a blessing to give..Now i truely taste the sweetness of it...

You Know what my Dad say to my Mum:
You cannot stop Kamy from hving bf..
Girls must hv bf de..lol
I almost laugh till my stomach pain,,cant believe my dad say that..
Lat time,keep objecting i hv relationship..
Now keep asking me whether i hv bf or not..
Scared that nobody wan me
hahha
My guardian angel quick appear...bleahzz

Its a secret between me n my couz: he will always be the one that i love the most=D
Off to teach tuition le=D

Recorded @ Wednesday;6.58p.m

2007-06-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala...zhe shou ke yao gei yi ge ren..
the starting of the song xiao wu gui=D
Love this song la..
emoing in progress..

cos recently keep dreaming of this guy..
ppl say ri you shuo si ye you shuo meng(morning think too much,at nite will dream of what u think)
i began to doubt this phrase..
i nv think of him in the day leh..
last time used to be very very close to him..
tok crap with him at clementi mac..
my CNY buddy..bored ma,so cny go out lo..
how i miss thoes days..miss his prescence...hes a caring n understanding guy..
becos of him,i began to appreciate things tt i will nv appreciate like gundam..
or things during our shopping spreee..
but becos of some misunderstanding, we never stay in contact anymore..
his name.. Ed_ _ _ K _ _ _...
Anyway,he doesnt know i hv a blog..so i dun think he will read this..
but i dont hv any more contact with him leh..
why he still keep popping up in my dreams..
n when i wake up,it bring me back to the past..
Memories will always be there..at least its nice memories..
emoing ENDED!!LOL

off to teach tuition le..
REcorded @ 7.06p.m; Thursday

Dawn Dusk

2007-06-16T11:17:00.001-07:00

Avery nice yet sad song from Wei Xiao Pasta...=)

Xiao Wu GUi

2007-06-16T11:02:00.001-07:00

Another song which i like=)

i love this song!!

2007-06-16T10:50:00.001-07:00

Love this song so much

2007-06-16T10:18:00.000-07:00

shuld I or shuld I not..
I wonder...
Anyway oso no harm trying...
You may get notified..
What am i talking about..
SHULD I EMAIL MY RESUME TO JULIA GABRIEL SCHOOL TO APPLY FOR THE JOB?
Still pondering over it..
was inspired by nancy testimony, 30% pay increment..wow!!!
Final decision: KAMY SHALL GIVE IT A TRY!!

Today fellowshipping with debbie n e 3 girls(delicia, Zhi Zang, rouping) was simply great at Thai Express..We had yummy delicious food before we head down to expo for our bible study..
Going out with them bring me back memories of my secondary sch days..
So carefree n fun!!no worriees at all..
As you grow older,u hv more things to worried abt..yr future, yr destiny, yr goals, job, studies, family,pressure, office politics n etc...
I guess this is part n parcel of life..
Enjoy every moment of it n be Aesthetically Alive!!
YEAH!!YEAH!!YEAH!!
I dun wanna waste any of my life anymore..
I dun wanna hv any regrets..
I want to look back n say wow!! to my life..
I want to serve more!!
Today sermon really capture my heart..
Im gona start living my life fruitfully!!
No more excuses!!

I want to be proud of myself at the end of year for thankxxgiving!!
Work Hard Kamy!!
You got 6 more mnths to go..
Concentrate on the gain n not the mnth n you will succeed!!

Recorded @ 133am; Sunday

2007-06-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

Kamy wants to go for Japan Mission Trip!!
Pls do pray for me!!
I realli realli wanna go..=)
I need more financial blessings!!
The mission trip is in november!!
Now is June, tt means i am left with 4mnths to save!!
Pls do pray tt Kamy will hv permission from parents to go mission trip n financial blessings!!

COS....

Kamy switch to part time as a kindergarten Teacher...n getting some tuitions job tooo..
I want to get more with better pay!!
I work part time cos i want to have more time to upgrade myself by reading more books..
Early Childhood is not abt getting the cert only..This line requires more experience n more trial n error to implement my lesson..
I noe my mum is concern abt me- i got the cert why i wan to work part time n get lesser pay..
I want more time to be able to seat at library or cafe to find information n read books...
n recently i found more satisfaction in teaching tuition..
I love it when my kids say "teacher kamy,i like to attend yr lesson..
Parents will also pay the tuition fees in satisfaction.

I want to take Degree in EarlyChildHood next year..After that major in Child Phychatric?
I seriously dunnoe..
I have another course in mind which is Diploma in Speech n Drama..
I love to teach kids Music n Movement n Drama..
Maybe i will consider after i take my DEGREE cos this course will last about 3 years..

Recorded @ 1135p.m; Friday

2007-06-06T09:18:00.001-07:00

Had a good talk with yieling at westmall coffee bean

Really thank God for placing her in my life to be my guidance,my spritual mentor..
I really love her cos she will always untie my knot once i talk to her..
even if its a dead knot,it eventually losen n untie it..
Initially, i tot she was controlling e ppl's life when i was a baby christian..
so i kept alot of things from her..
esp relationship..
as time goes by, i began to realise how God is doing the work in my life as HE began to place her in my life to remind me of certain ppl n things..
eventually, the outcome is e relationship doesnt work..
n i start believeing in HIM..
I cant imagine how messy my life will be if i dun hv Yieling in my life...
Really want to thank her..

GOD,you are e reason that why i continue to believe in ppl
cos u will always have e best for me..
THank you for everything that you have done

Someone said this before 'there are lots of temptation when you work in the world..but i will not be tempted by it cos i noe my GOD will hv the best for me..'

That's true when u hv strong faith in it!!

Kamy wants someone that can love her n hv great faith n love for GOD..Someone that can lead me spritually n in life too..=)

RECORDED @ WEDNESDAY;1230 am

2007-06-04T04:01:00.000-07:00

hey hey..i never MIA la..here to update..

lots of things happen to me recently
i shant mention here..
thoes hu r close to me should noe(dun come n ask me what happen)
i will tell u if i want to

Emerge was great!!
so many touching scene!!
Tank, cheng diya, Darren, Liu Geng Hong, AH QIng(FIR), Fayer(FIR) came
Liu Gen Hong knelt down n propose to HIs GF whom is Previous Miss Taiwan
-Infront of so many ppl
-i am so touch till now..tt day my tears keep rolling down my cheecks,like tap water
tears roll down my eyes like buckets of water...

I can feel the great prescence of God touch my heart ytd..
HE ask me to reflect my past 3 years as a christian,
what hv i done...
I was like....
haizz..
I wan to serve more!!
Be a good servanthood
n ytd fell aslp during last part of service
I will repent..partly due to e dosage of medicine n ppl calling me..

Learning to love someone needs lots of effort n courage to do it..
If u r willing to,nthign is impossible with GOD!!
Its a blessing to have u in my life..
Pen more POems PLease..
It really melt my heart=)

Recorded @ Monday(7.00p.m)

2007-05-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps...hahah..i PASS my praticum!!yay, e major wans are over..left thoes minor parts to be handed up by 25 MAY..I will graduate in JULY!!My long awaited days will be coming soon....

Some areas in my exams im lacking at, some i score well..n guess what!? Thoes part that i score well are ideas n things learn from City Harvest..The part in promoting self-esteem, confidence in a child..After we play games during cgm, we will shake hands with one another n say positive comments like 'you have play well today'. I use that during my lesson. This little gesture may seem insignificant to some of u but it play a great role in promoting confidence n good self esteem in a child..They imitate the good behaviour that adult model so they learn n absorb things very fast.

Thank you christine for your video camera..love you lo..muacks..lol

hmm..some promises are never meant to come to pass..it may be a good thing depend on how you look it..take it easy, yeah..good things may come out from unkept promises...who knows what will happen in the future anyway..

Recorded on Thursday; 2.09p.m

2007-04-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating..

hmm..my exams date postpone..yipee..im sure most of u shuld noe by now..muahha..

nthing much happen...but im anticipating e upcoming netball chalet..i miss e gals k..
i want to talk to them through the wee hours like nv before..hahha

n our one mnth promise will end at 23 May..=)
Hope everything will work out well for us..=)
Thankx for giving me a chance...

Recorded at 641p.m; monday

2007-04-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

Im getting so nervous,so stress up

Exams date is getting nearer..

This practicum decide whether i can graduate from my diploma course...

They will tell u the result on the spot..

Scary...

Next Friday, is my practicum...27 of April...

So, u guys, e next day when i gp to church.. can tell from the expression of my face whether i pass or fail...

Please do really pray for me...

It is the strength of prayers that gave me the peace...

I thank in advance for your prayers..=)

N GUYS, I NEED A VIDEO CAMERA URGENTLY, BY NEXT TUESDAY(24 OF APRIL)..
PLEASE TAG N LET ME NOE IF U HV IT..I NEED IT FOR MY PRACTICUM...
THANK YOU..=)

Recorded at 16 April 07;(Monday)

2007-04-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey...

Life has been great at my new Kindergarten-Pearlbank Kindergarten
Learning alot of new things..
getting bless by tuition assignment
Thank you God for blessing me this job...
n all the tuition assignment that you have given me

Dedicated to Linda..
I know what a horrible environment that is..slogging your guts out yet not appreciated...u can dream of learning new things..cos somebody will say that u take this course is to upgrade yourself and learn new things...haizz...
I can imagine that everyday you go to work like walkign zombie,juz to fulfill your day so that you can get your full pay..
If i can get out of the lion dens, so can u...
Will continue to pray that you will have good job offers...
though different religon but we are best of friends always...
update me soon k..
Catch up with u n wendy on your birthday or during the june holidays..=)

My practicum is coming...nervous,aniticipating...
Just get over it n i will graduate..hooray!!!!
Yayness...cant wait for it to happen..

Please give me a confirmation, so i can decide what's next...

Recorded at Thursday;709p.m

2007-03-28T21:25:00.000-07:00

Its time to update!!!

Now im in office doing this updating
My last 2 days in this horrible place!!!
What i will miss are my dearest kids-all thoes heartfelt words from them really warmth my heart
my collegues-the gossiping session...
Linda, When u resign,please tell me...Lets go n open champange...
muahahha..im evil..=)

I join Carlifornia Fitness..Thoes who noe me muz think that im crazy..cos the kamy they noe wont go for this kind of thing but hey,this is my new year resolution..to exercise n keep healthy...

I have been thinking alot..shant be too tired on myself to accomodate to your likings...
Shant be too dependent on you...
Kamy is a happy girl, arent no wan gona destroy it..

Recorded @ 1235p.m (Thursday)

2007-02-28T05:41:00.000-08:00

suppose to be busy writing my lesson plan but shall take a break from it first..

Kamy is unable to smile animore...You wont see the cheerful and happy kamy at least for the moment

Lots of unhappiness happen at work, had already tender my resignation letter..
alot of factors that contribute to the resignation letter..
the major factor i shant mention cos its abit way too personal..
Now the major part of misunderstanding has cleared, hope things will turn out better for the last month that i gona stay in thiswork place..
I definitely gona miss my collegue the most, Linda, the gossiping during lunch break and we can laugh at the slightest matter we can think of..and wendy, my complaining partner cum adviser partner..Thank for always being there for me..=)muackxx...
Next,i gona miss my chn..My beloved K1 and K2 chn..

I realli feel very stress out ..
complicated feelings in my heart.. I shall refrain myself to be too dependent on you..but somehow unable too cos whenever i have problem,i will definitely msg you.Seeing your msg make my heart feel at ease,much more better than anybody msg or any comforting words from anybody
Our relationship now is much more closer than anything,at least u will confide in me anything abt you..so i am contented to be in this way..

I feel that somehow we must learn how to be independent, cos we have our own commitment and life..We love to spend quality time with our frends but sometimes time realli doesnt permit and somehow we will feel like drifting apart from our frend

Recorded @ 1019p.m;Wednesday

2007-02-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

There is a big hole in my pocket..

From expo to Taman Jurong...26.50..faint...
Before service: 4 ppl share cab, so its 6.00 each...
When its going home time,11.25,inclusive of midnight charge...
Total cabfare for Saturday: $43.75
Craziness: never will i take cab in such a manner..so not worth it

Have to leave half way thru service..when Pastor Kong was preaching..feel so weird..
Went to have family dinner,rush down by cab..From far east to far west, you can imagine how ex e cab fare is ,huh?

Nice chat with you 'bro', dont be so stress up on certain matters..be cheerful n happy..i always believe that happiness is a choice.. Its a joy to talk to you. n i found something about you..shh,shant reveal it here..or else u will 'kill' me.lol...
I can't believe my eyes when i saw it..but i still have to believe it cos its written black n white..
muahha..
I always tot my cell group member is a real metrosexual guy..
Ytd i found out that you are e real one..muahha
You are the top in the list...unless i can find someone that is more extreme than you..

Recorded @ 138p.m; Sunday

2007-02-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

today start work, what a 'great' day...

my eyes can hardly open...drooping down..nevertheless, i receive alot of angbaos from my collegues..yayness..thankyou so much!!This year,i receive the most ang bao..so happy..extra income to fulfill many things..muahah..Thank you God!!

Estelle, thank you for your concern..i dont know how to put it across to you..
I will share it with you when im ready..

I will keep this special feeling of love towards you inside my heart, i shall refrain myself to not to be so dependant on you...I dont want to fall into this darkness again, to make myself miserable. I manage to get up from this hard fall long ago, so never will i let myself into this dark valley again...but im very sure for one thing,feeling cannot be control..

I will be working in a new environment soon...A Christian Kindergarten..yayness...anticipation, scared..

I love my current life..just that in the area of relationship,im still trying to improve on it..
Kamy is strong...
she will not be so easily be knock down..=)

Recorded @ 1048p.m; Wednesday

2007-02-19T08:59:00.000-08:00

hey guys

Im here to update:

CNY was great, collected alot of angbaos!! Thank you daddy n mummy that gave me 'big' angbaos..love them truck loads for all the things that they have done..had a great catch up with all my couzzie..CNY holidays gona end soon...=(...

today had a great day with my 'bro' watching movie and helping him to get some stuff..realli had a great time with you..n thank for all the trouble to burn e cd for me and be my pillow when im slping on the bus..greatly appreaciated..
Recorded @ 1:12am;Wednesday

2007-02-16T18:18:00.000-08:00

gong xi, gong xi ni ah, gong xi, gong xi ni

yayness, CNY is tomorrow!!! today having renioun dinner @ my grandma house..
happy cos its a catch up session with my cuzzie n my grandma!!

sorrie to all cos i noe ive been beri busy with my own stuff and always drained out so kind of neglected my cousin n grandmother..i feel so bad.. so CNY normally dedicated to my family members.. & my long awaited holidays!! to catch up on my beauty slp!!

my past weeks:

WORK:

had some really unhappiness at work..& thus it gradually nearly become a resentment towards that person but thank GOD, i went for the CNY service on thursday.. Pastor Derek was talking about relationship; it doesnt affect me untill last part e word resentment appeared on the screen. it seem so scary to have that bugging your heart..During worship,i teared n teared..the burdern off my heart is finally lighten up. I feel more happier then ever.
Thank you GOD!! I love you so much!!
All this while in church, ive been learning so much from various pastor..
Being a christian, its not about having a religion.
iTs about having a relationship with GOD & learning valueable things which can never found in books.
Learning is never ending so is loving GOD

Valentine Day:

still working as usual..haha..had a date but i decline cos i had a date with desmond my hairdresser.muahah..i rush down from work like mad..cos he end work at 8 & dun wanna make him stay back for long hours though hes willing too..hehe...went to do a kind of treatment that will make your hair look neat n shiny n do some colour touch up.today suppose to do some colour touch up de but i see how first..haha
crap along while doing my hair..

at least not so boring..
he was fun to crap with..muahah..
desmond was saying that he work till 6 today so he advise me to come ealry in the morning..
as usual,kamy want her beauty slp..
kamy was saying that since he end work at 6, i will go at 5..muahha..evil, grins...
Desmond joke and say that if i come @ 5,he will be at the back door with his bag ready to go home..
Kamy had a kind heart okay..i not so bad lah..of course i know who would want to work on this day..then i told him that i will come at 1 plus..
haha..

will update again...stay tune...=)
any one who wanna visit my house, my parents will gladly welcome all of you...
juz bring your oranges and give me a call to get prepare..=)

recorded on Saturday;1052am

2007-01-28T07:33:00.000-08:00

Here i am to blog blog blog..

I am so bless, bless, bless!!!

Two jobs in my waiting list

PearlBank Kindergarten- A christian kindergarten
-
Julias Gabriel @ forum
-Scheduled for an interview/trying out session
-9 of february

Please do pray for me that i will be able to give my best performance on that day..
-not to be so nervous
-not to be so tongue- tied

I truly believe that God's blessing will continue to pour in if we love him and seek him with all our heart..amen!!

Recorded @ 1144p.m; Sunday

2007-01-07T01:35:00.000-08:00

My journey of 2007 begin....

I am so glad to be bless with good class...though i don like to teach k2 but since i am give this class..i will give my best..=)..
I love my K1 class so much.They are so cute and adorable.muacks.I will try to steal some picture and upload.muahhah.
Now cannot use hp in class=( , so i guess i hv to invest a good digital camera. So anybody hv lobang,pls tag on my board k..thank you so much..=)

Looking back @ 2006,I have done which im proud of and i have done things which i truly regret..Thoes things that i hvnt fulfill,i will make sure that it will come to pass in 2007. Thoes things that im proud of,i will continue to let it glorify. I will make this year a glorious year,a destiny that is waiting for me to conquere..

Our dearest cell group leader-Lim Yieling going to get married soon!!! I will be attending her ROM.=) Mrs Tan..=) Best wishes to you & Terrence.

I have uploaded my thanks giving photo. Catch it @ my friendster...=)

Happy Birthday to Carmen n Jia Mei aka Joy...
Dont forget our date on this friday..=)

Recorded @ 6.04p.m; Sunday

2007-01-01T22:24:00.000-08:00

yayness...its 2007!!!tadadada.....lame i noe..lol

before countdown was thankxgiving @ jurong church..how i miss e place so much!!
we took lots of photos!!!had real fun...=)
after that was coutndown @ jinnie place...
we played blind mice...laugh till cannot take it..n thian seng was name e scary monster..
want to now why?asked thoes hu experience it...muahahha...
some of them went home n the rest stay overnight..

2007 gona be a busy year for me...

exams for the first 7 months...=)
God, you r my pillar,you r my strength, you r the one i work, you r e one that i want to shine for...
2006 was my past, 2007 is my future...

My new year goals
1) To pass praticum exams with flying colours
2) To be water baptise
3) To attend more bible study classes so to equip myself with God's knowledge
4) To be a servanthood and to care and put aside quality time for friends,family & cousin
5) To excel in my job
6) To move up in another level in God
7) Pay incremment would be good

Develop a strength to handle failure!!

Strength is the ability to bounce back when you are knocked down!!

I will be an overcomer and knock down all storm in the journey...

My future goal: To work and study overseas; to experience different culture and teachings in
different country.

Recorded @ 2.54p.m(Tuesday)

2006-12-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

Kamy is happy=)

Yesterday was her payday and she went for a shopping spree..

She bought dorothy perkins dress to attend a wedding dinner and a guys wallet for her dad..

Christmas is coming!!! She is so happy, gona have all the fun she plan to have with her friends..yayness...=)

Had a great outing with gwen and carmen...

We took lots of neo prints...Check it out @ gwen blog...

more shopping spree tomorrow with my mummy and couzin..

christmas list:
1)adidas jacket
2)more tops from espirit and dorothy perkins
3)new urban male bag
4)Nice shoes
5)new urban male slippers
6)Nice accessories
7)SaSa cosmetic

Any nice souls wanna pamper me...muahahah....
will update more when i get back from my shopping spree tomorrow..=)

Recorded @ 1125p.m;Thursday

2006-12-16T10:04:00.000-08:00

Here i am to blog:

Thnkxx desmond for my hair..=)...though not realli satisfied cos i still miss e days when i have haircut @ xpect studio..My hair stylist srico..I just sit there and he know what hair cut suit me and the finishing job was so beautiful..hes realli good at playing with colours on yr hair..esp two tone dye...hes the salon manager & creative leading hair stylist..My hands are tight now so have to endure...it is not that desmond didnt do his god job but i still sumhow prefer srico..geez.look how bias i am..lol

Pastor Kong mention something:

If things are not within our control, God will do the miracles..=)

If things are within our control, God expect us to work very very hard for it..=)

Yeah, i truly believe in it..

My 'ox goat';my talent...next year will be the year for me=)
Must keep me in prayers k
Pray that kamy will have good health in 2007..
Pray that kamy will have God's protection over her at her workplace..
Pray that kamy will have favour from field supervisor who will be taking me for my practicum
Pray that kamy will be stengthen and a good memorary to handle projects, practicum and demand from work..

Thanks guys for the prayers!!!muackss...=)

Recorded @ 227a.m; Sunday

2006-12-15T10:05:00.000-08:00

Gift Exchange @ Yieling's place:

I would say that there are disappointment and joy..=)

I hvnt get mind cos its with hazel,shes giving me tmr during service..yay!!

Im waiting in anticipation; can it be a joy tmr when i receive the pressie...

She so cute loh,event told me how much the present cost..lol

Im going to do my colour retouch tmr again!!! iTs not the colour i want...most of them said it make no difference whether did i colour my hair...
DESMOND!!! beter do a good job tmr, if not im gona strangle you...=(
cos i sat there for like more then six hours to do my hair...=(

Gwen, Thnkxx for helping me to do my songsheet...love ya,mucks..lets go for more retail theraphy=)...

I hope that kelvin would wear the shirt i bought him=)
I make e right choice..Gwen,Lets go to that shop again..=)

Recorded @ 0215 a.m; saturday

2006-12-13T07:59:00.000-08:00

yayness,wohooo..later going shopping with gwen, carmen, nancy....will be meeting gwen n car first cos nancy working..LALA

We will be shopping for our gift for the christmas gift exchange on fri..so excited!!can't wait..if i dont enjoy myself for this holidays,next year would be a competitive year for ME!!!
so Kamy must enjoy yr honey moon period and chiong for next year !!!

Kamy want to go on a tour. she start saving money for her tour on dec 2007=)
Kamy save $$ because she want to take degree course to upgrade herself..=)
Kamy loves retail theraphy.=)
Kamy loves dorothy perkins, topshop, new urban male, espirit tops & bag..=)
Kamy loves to go xpect studio for her hair cut but expensive...=)
Kamy wants adidas jacket..
Kamy wants big fat pay increment..=)
Kamy wants water baptism...=)
Kamy wants to get slimer and she discipline herself by excising everyday..=)
Kamy wants to grow up to another level in GOD's word..=)
Kamy aim to be the best teacher that provide the best for her children by following her own set of philosophy.
Kamy wants to learn how to drive..=)
Kamy wants a career and financial breakthru..=)
Kamy wants to have more quality time for her friends..=)
Kamy wants chocolate fondue...yummy..lol
Kamy want to go bowling & sentosa...estelle, where are u??=(

LASTLY, KAMY WANTS TO SLEEP!!!=)
Will update tmr after my shopping trip..=)

Recorded @ 1219 a.m(Thursday)

2006-12-08T09:25:00.000-08:00

Dance @ SP Concert:
love e dance @ SP..

dancing gracefully on stage for their passion & dream that they hold on too..

e scenery was so beautiful that it melt my heart..geez..lol

It reminds me of my passion n dream i long for,i will work hard & shine like stars above for my
next year practicum..kanbatat kamy!!!

saw some farmiliar face & someone called my name..it was my netball juniour pris!!!
so sweet of you that u still remember me=)

& all of the sudden,i miss my netball gers..=(

Wish List:
1)financial blessing
2)adidas jacket
3)dorothy perkins dress
4)espirit tees
5)a digital camera
6)a good class next year
7)to slim down(im getting fatter=( )

Recorded @ 137 a.m

2006-12-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

Oh man,i slept like pig todae..slept till 215p.m then wake up..lol..

I hv to discipline myself to do everything,KAMY,you can do it..

Later going for dance concert @ SP..

I totally forget about it till WEN QI msg me ytd morning

feel kind of bad & guilty cos i onli told yileing ytd i coudnt attend CGM

Juz becos i had lost of memory...

I miss alot of ppl suddenly...

WEN QI, XIU QIAN, WENDY AKA JING N ALLL MY NETBALL GALS

Recorded @ 530p.m

2006-12-07T08:36:00.000-08:00

I'm still waiting for 'goong' part 2.The drama is humourous n yet touching. They are just so natural in their acting, so cute..lol

Went shopping with shermin=)
Sho happie to see her growing from glory to glory with GOD..
We have a good time? yeah?
Looking at clothes,aiming for clothes..
wait till dec 20,i will go all out to buy them..muahaha..
We each hv our own lifes,busy with our own stuff
but afterall,u r still my beloved cuzziee
Got anything muz share with me k
Now i on holidays,my hp is 24/7 de
muahaha...This outing arnt enuff,i want more from you!!!
Our bowling session,ask ah tham when free,go cdans n bowl=)

Was looking through my cuzzie blog..
Thank God for saving them..=)
they are so happy now, being the child of God..=)
Sho happie,my 10 year old cuzzie,hving child like faith
so cute..i love you GOD!!!

Christmas is coming!!!
im looking forward to it=)
Gift Exchange=)

Recorded @ 1252am

2006-12-04T20:30:00.000-08:00

I've been vcd marathoning for the past 2 daes,watching the show 'gong' and thoes show from cable tv.lol...
Hougang gym with darren, jin cheng, carmen, Thian Seng
The satisfaction is there cos i ran for abt 2 km and 20 mins...yayness=)
Do some other machines that tone the leg..muahaha..
The best part is Thian Seng fall asleep on threadmill
omg!!!Cant' imagine it...Cheers to Thian Seng!!!

Dinner @ Vivo City with yieling, kenny, thian seng,carmen, chang hong
had dinner @ kopitiam
as usual carmen didnt eat any,sae no appetite..=(
Carmen + Chang Hong=movie
Kenny + friends= movie
Yieling + Kamy+ Thian Seng= Shopping then head home cos yieling hv cgm later
While we were heading to the mrt station located at the basement of ViVO City, the entrance of the transition was closing downwards,it was 3/4 way through & lucky we management to scrape through. There was shop lifting at ViVo so they are closing the thing to prevent tt per to escape.
We were talking what's there to steal at basement cos all the shop were like: Breadtalk, Candies Empire & all thoes makan store.lol..faint ar...

Christmas is on the way...jingle bells jingle bells..lalalala
This coming cgm, we are going to draw lots for gift exchnage..muahahah
We are going have christmas party next week..lol..
so excited..=)

4 down & 3 more runs to go
okie,will update more lata..going to my couziie house to run and suntanning..
at nite going for prayer meet..=)

RECORDED @ 1257 P.M(IGNORE THE TIME STATED BELOW)

2006-12-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since i blog..=)

Shopping with gwen:
Gwendelyn brought 2 tops from Espirit
Kamy brought 1 top from Espirit & Earrings
Geez,Retail theraphy(not to the max=( )
It seems that we kept crossing our path with jap guys.
So cute,lol...Gwen started her joke on japanese guy..lol
We took a cab to service

At Service:
Service was great.God prescence was so strong. Somehow, whenenver i have problems or doubt,God always spoke a word to me thru Pastor Kong preachings..His preaching for todae was we have to start where we are. Dont wait for a perfect timing and condition to do something great..
Initially,i kept doubting the place that i work in, kept complaining how bad was the condition. I kept saying if i was given a better school with good enviroment and collegueas, i would excel better. I was totally wrong. Thank you GOD for making Pastor Kong the channel of your word,reminding me that i should use my talents and education to excel from where i am now..
Thank you God,now i know your purpose for putting me in that workplace.
Thank you God, your vision and dreams for me in 2007 is much more clearer.
I feel the peace in my heart after i gave my all to GOD.
I love you, I want your prescence in my heart forever.

After Service:
Todae the decision was fast. We decide on PS foodcourt. As usual, we had problems finding tables cos the cell group is big. So we spilt up.The fellowshiping was great,lots of fun and laughther.Everyone went home after that except me,gwen,carmen,rayson,weihao and thian seng.Its too early to go home so we head down to arcade..i just watch them play. Actually i was sleepy so it was quite boring to me. Sorry guys,if i show any sign of boredom on my face..lol

Conclusion: Tmr prayer meeting 0130 at expo..After that,Kbox at Cine with rayson, weihao, gwen & carmen..=)

Calling for EUGENE TOH WEI KEONG: when u wanna take yr pressie from me..i dont think i can make it tmr cos of my busy schedule..Message me hor=)

I need to refrain myself from spending too much or unecessary
My next bonus would be at 20 dec
so 18 more days to go..=)
muz refrain yourself KAMY!!!!

KAMY ar, dun be lazy...
must go & excercise hor..
Since its holidays
i declare that i will jog 4 times a week..=)

2006-11-12T09:20:00.000-08:00

I want to clear all my work before holidays start!!!

I want part-time job in Dec, pls bless me a good wan that can fit my schedule.

I read somebody blog about having true friends. I'm glad that God place true friends around me. i love them till no words can describe.

I found the motivation to work again after hearing what Ms Tay say. i wonder whether it is true- did God put her as the channel of HIS word,telling me to work hard and my talents will recognise thru salary..lol...I cant wait for pay increment in january and my big fat bonus in dec. That is why i love dec, january & february(CNY)..lol..I shall step up in faith and believe GOD. I will work hard for my pay increment.

K2 graduation nite- i pray that everything will go smoothly-from the performance, to the lightings, the sound system, e ushering, e backstage, e MC, e mike, e curtain
To me, e best performance would be the children will be enjoying performing in their own world. I dont care what comment will Ms Tay and Mr Tharman said on that day but i know n truly believe that my kids has done their best. Im so proud of them. Although they always make me angry, but i truly miss some of them that gave me joy and good memories.

2006-11-05T01:23:00.000-08:00

Its sunday..what a day to stay at home to type reports......=(...but no choice...

Wednesday is the deadline..i have 44 indivual reports to write and 2 class portfolio...

Was suppose to meet car,gwen & mal to study at kovan mac but sorrie gals,i have work commitment to complete..i realli miss u gals alott...

2 more weeks,i will be officially freee..=)

Arise & build start....=)- believe God for the provision....

mummy cook curry this morning,so yummy..lol...

i hvnt start my reports..arghhh..slept till almost 1 then wake up.im still so tired...
im lack of slp...

yeah,2 more weeks,i can enjoy...

running to the arms of piano..

going to sentosa with estelle..

retail theraphy with gwen & car & mal..=)

fellowship more with W260=)

spend more quality time with God...=)

i want holidaes job..=)

more time to exercise..(what an excuses i hv,lol)=)

i want water baptism=)

i want my ordinary member card=)

i want to complete my bible study=)

i will put in extra effort to do my project to end the year well,& start 2007 with no regrets...=)

i realli miss my cuzzie alot..been working & working..mugging our projects..i miss going out with yingzz..i miss goign bowling with wincoln...i miss toking craps with shermin...i miss playing with jermin...a great promise to all my cuzzie out there..i will dedicate part of the holiday to all of u..lets have an outing for the whole day just for us onli..we will go bowling,wild wild wet..slacking around...see all of u real soon k!!!=)we must take photo all we want..

2006-11-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

haizz,i wonder have i been probing into her life too much.

is this how u cherish friendship.

u tell us yr pros, we gladly hear.

we gave u advice,u turn a deaf ear n take things into yr own hands.

if u know that, we tell others yr problem,or u know we are sick of hearing

u throw us aside..im tired of all these things

we stood by u always but u chose not to tell us anything

maybe u find us bothering yr relationship life too much but we meant good.

frienship will never be the same becos of soem stoopid things=(

maybe i should not be too hard on myself...

i decide to take a break from yr problems, yr life..

nancy ask me if i can forget the past-him

yes & no???

yes cos i can treat him like normal,talk to him as usual.JOKE N LAUGH WITH HIM

no cos,memories will always be there..certain place hold memories between the both of us

nthing can never erase that. the place that we step on, the little talks that we have by esplanade

i cant deny at all..N the way u play guitar for me to hear..

nancy,act tt time when u ask me..i nv think soo much n said yes to you..but when i went home n

think n look back,its dfficult for memories to be erase..=(

AS LONG AS YOU R HAPPY,I WILL BE HAPPY..=)

2006-10-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

wenqi was commenting:pls update yr blog,its like so long ago...then i realise indeed e last entry was september & now we move on to OCTOBER!!!

The project season is here..lol..shuld i say sianzz..year end is reaching. It indicate that more class port folio,indivivual portfolio to be complete. I have to start now,if not it woud be disastrous. Next year,i will be taking my practicum, let it be done by GOD's will. He will lead me thru this practicum be there with me when im walking thru the dark valley. I must pray that next year,i would not get K2..cos ive seen the namelist..The kids are monstrous. Even if i get it, there is a purpose that GOD gave me. I will rely & act upon his word..=)

L.O.V.E is like a foreign word to me. I dunnoe him at all. Ive lost the battle. Please teach me how to face you. I have to smile when i see you.i hate you.i regret why u step into my life & gave me false hope.Im tired. Im wearing the laughter mask everyday. I want to hide myself In that mask & nv come out. I want to be Ms "happie" kamy..

2006-09-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

halo everyone,so long nv blog..suddenly,i hv the urge to blog today..=)
It was so sweet n romantic during service today..
watching lots of married couple renewing their vows,holding the roses in their hands..this was the most beautiful picture i ever seen in my life..so lovingly gazing at one another..and we sang the song 'FIRST'...the most loving song i ever heard...

i realli enjoyed the marriage course..though it was meant for the married couples but somehow the message also benefit the singles..i learn important things which u cant find on other books..

n todae went to meet qian n gang @ TCC @ raffles..realli love that place...we were practically laying down on the beanbags..it was realli a nice, comforting and warmth gathering where we will talk about the days & friends in school...we would laugh at jokes..i finally get to meet qian..she is always so beautiful..=)..and wen qi,she's just so comforting...being with them is so enjoyable...and we gona meet up soon..yayness..=)tmr having steamboat with W260..will update again!!!

ENJOYING EVERYMOMENT OF MY LIFE...=D